Land Day

Eskişehir, Turkey

Saturday 30 March 2024

Started reading Goebbels’ diary.

Interested to note that he, too, was a writer manqué who had begun by producing a bad novel and a play which no theatre would put on.

Above: German Chancellor Joseph Goebbels (1897 – 1945)

Most men of action seem to be writers manqué, and correspondingly most writers, men of action manqué.

Interesting theme.

(30 March 1948, Malcolm Muggeridge)

Above: English journalist / satirist Malcolm Muggeridge (1903 – 1990)

I am far removed from the arena of events that capture the world’s headlines.

Much of what happens in the world is outside my circle of competence and beyond my personal control.

I may have opinions, but only those who are truly a part of world events have opinions that truly matter.

Muggeridge is absolutely right.

I am a man of action manqué.

Swiss philosopher Rolf Dobelli, author of Stop Reading the News: A Manifesto for a Happier, Calmer and Wiser Life, writes:

What does relevance mean in concrete terms?

There are two definitions.

In the narrower hard sense, something is relevant when it enables you to make better decisions.

In the wider sense, anything that allows you to understand the world better is relevant.

The legendary investor Warren Buffet uses the wonderful term circle of competence.

Anything inside this circle is an area of expertise.

Anything outside it is something you don’t understand or fully understand.

Buffet’s motto is as follows:

Know your circle of competence and stick within it.

The size of that circle is not very important.

Knowing its boundaries, however, is vital.”

Above: Warren Buffet

I will be honest here.

I do not claim to fully understand the Middle East.

That being said, I am trying to understand.

So, please, gentle reader, see what follows as merely my feeble attempts to wrap my head around a complex conundrum:

The Israel – Hamas War.

Above: The Thinker, Auguste Rodin, 1904

The Arabs of Mandatory Palestine (1920 – 1948) were a largely agrarian people.

Above: Arab peasant women (fellahat) from Battir, a village between Jerusalem and Bethlehem taking produce to market (1910)

75% of whom made their living off the land before the establishment of the Israeli state.

Above: Map of Arabic speaking localities in the State of Israel (including East Jerusalem and the Golan Heights).

Striped represent officially mixed cities (by law, at least 2% Arabs in a Jewish majority city).

Note: Jerusalem is officially a mixed city but the map shows the boundaries of Arab and Jewish neighborhoods.

After the Palestinian exodus – (More than 700,000 Palestinian Arabs – about half of Mandatory Palestine’s Arab population – fled from their homes or were expelled.) – and the effects of the 1948 Arab – Israeli War (15 May 1948 – 10 March 1949), land continued to play an important role in the lives of the 156,000 Palestinian Arabs who remained inside what became the state of Israel, serving as the source of communal identity, honour and purpose.

Above: Map of Mandatory Palestine

The Israeli government adopted in 1950 the Law of Return to facilitate Jewish immigration to Israel and the absorption of Jewish refugees.

Israel’s Absentees’ Property Law of March 1950 transferred the property rights of absentee owners to a government-appointed Custodian of Absentee Property.

It was also used to confiscate the lands of Arab citizens of Israel who “are present inside the state, yet classified in law as ‘absent’.” 

Above: Flag of Israel

The number of “present absentees” or internally displaced Palestinians from among the 1.2 million Arab citizens of Israel is estimated (in 2001) to be 200,000, or some 20% of the total Palestinian Arab population in Israel. 

Between 1948 and 2003 more than 1,000 square kilometers (390 sq mi) of land was expropriated from Arab citizens of Israel (present-absentees and otherwise).

Above: Flag of Palestine

Public protest against state policies and practices from among the Arabs in Israel was rare prior to the mid-1970s, owing to a combination of factors including military rule over their localities, poverty, isolation, fragmentation, and their peripheral position in the new Israeli state.

Those protests that did take place against land expropriations and the restrictions Arab citizens were subject to under military rule (1948–1966) were sporadic and limited, due to restrictions on rights to freedom of movement, expression and assembly characteristic of that period.

While the political movement Al-Ard (“The Land“) was active for about a decade, it was declared illegal in 1964.

The most notable anti-government occasions otherwise were the May Day protests staged annually by the Communist Party.

The government of Israel declared its intention to expropriate lands in the Galilee for official use, affecting some 20,000 dunams of land between the Arab villages of Sakhnin and Arraba, of which 6,300 dunams was Arab-owned.

On 11 March 1976, the government published the expropriation plan.

Above: A view of Arraba from the road leading to its northern limit

The land confisications and expansion of Jewish settlements in the northern Galilee formed part of the government’s continuing strategy aimed at the Judaization of the Galilee which itself constituted both a response to and catalyst for “Palestinian resistance“, culminating in the events of Land Day. 

The land was to be used to construct eight Jewish industrial villages, in implementation of the Galilee Development Plan of 1975.

In hailing this plan, the Ministry of Agriculture openly declared that its primary purpose was to alter the demographic nature of Galilee in order to create a Jewish majority in the area. 

Israel claimed that the lands were confiscated by the government for security purposes.

They were subsequently used to build a military training camp as well as new Jewish settlements.

Above: Government compound named after Itzhak Rabin in Nazerat Illit, Israel

Some 1,900 dunams of privately owned Arab land were to be expropriated to expand the Jewish town of Karmiel.

The plan envisaged the establishment between 1977 and 1981 of 50 new Jewish settlements known as mitzpim (singular: mitzpe) which would consist of fewer than 20 families each.

The plan called for these to be located between clusters of Arab villages in the central Galilee affecting some 20,000 dunams (30% of which were to be expropriated from Arabs, 15% from Jews, with the remainder constituting state-owned land).

The resumption of land seizures in the Galilee and the acceleration of land expropriations in the West Bank in the mid-1970s was the immediate catalyst for both the Land Day demonstration and similar demonstrations that were taking place contemporaneously in the West Bank.

Nothing served to bring the two Palestinian communities together politically more than the question of land.

Above: Karmiel, Israel

The government decision to confiscate the land was accompanied by the declaration of a curfew to be imposed on the villages of Sakhnin, Arraba, Deir Hanna, Tur’an, Tamra and Kabul, effective from 5 p.m. on 29 March 1976.

Local Arab leaders from the Rakah Party (the Israeli Communist Party) responded by calling for a day of general strikes and protests against the confiscation of lands to be held on 30 March. 

Above: Logo of the Communist Party of Israel

On 18 March 1976, the heads of the local Arab councils, members of the Labour Party, met in Shefa-Amr and voted against supporting the day of action.

Above: Logo of HaAvoda, the Israeli Labour Party

When news of the decision became public a demonstration developed outside the municipal buildings and was dispersed with tear gas. 

The government declared all demonstrations illegal and threatened to fire ‘agitators’, such as schoolteachers who encouraged their students to participate, from their jobs. 

The threats were not effective, however, and many teachers led their students out of the classrooms to join the general strike and marches that took place throughout the Arab towns in Israel, from the Galilee in the north to the Negev in the south. 

Solidarity strikes were also held almost simultaneously in the West Bank, Gaza Strip, and in most of the Palestinian refugee camps in Lebanon.

Above: Shefa-Amr, Israel

The events of the day were unprecedented.

To preempt incidents inside Israel on Land Day, about 4,000 policemen, including a helicopter-borne tactical unit and army units, were deployed in the Galilee. 

During the protests, four unarmed demonstrators were shot dead by the Israel Defense Forves (IDF) and two more by police. 

Three of the dead were women.

The army was allowed to drive armoured vehicles and tanks along the unpaved roads of various villages of the Galilee. 

About 100 Arabs were wounded and hundreds arrested.

The killings were carried out by police during riots in the Galilee region to protest over Israeli expropriation of Arab land. 

The riots started the night before, with Israeli-Arabs throwing rocks and firebombs at police and soldiers.

The riots continued the next day and intensified, resulting in many wounded members of Israeli security forces and the death of the six Arab rioters. 

What actually set off the rioting that led to the deaths was a wild attack by hundreds of inflamed young Arabs on an unsuspecting IDF convoy driving on the road by the villages of Sakhnin, Arrabe and Deir Hanna.

There was no prior provocation on the part of that IDF convoy, unless one insists on seeing a provocation in the very presence of an Israeli army unit in the heart of Israeli Galilee.

Arab public figures tried to limit the protests, but lost control over the events.

The protestors burnt tires, blocked roads, and threw rocks and Molotov cocktails.

Placing the six fatalities within the context of “severe clashes” between protestors and security forces, it is also noted that there were many injuries on both sides. 

Land Day differed in that the Palestinians in Israel exhibited a daring confidence and political awareness totally lacking before.

This time Arab citizens were not passive and submissive.

Instead they initiated and coordinated political activity at the national level, responding to police brutality with their own violence.

During the Land Day events, a new sense of national pride, together with anger toward the state and police and sorrow over the dead protesters, developed among the Arab community in Israel.

A split erupted between the Arab political parties of Rakah and Abnaa al-Balad.

Committed to a two-state solution to the Israeli – Palestinian conflict, Rakah held major reservations about the involvement of Palestinians from the West Bank.

Conversely, Abnaa al-Balad’s commitment to the establishment of a single democratic Palestine saw the issues of land, equality, the refugees and the occupation as a comprehensive, integral and indivisible whole.

While Rakah remained committed to a two-state solution, it charted a delicate balance, expressing a Palestinian identity more clearly so as to be more in tune with community sentiment.

From then on there will be no communities and religious groups but only a single Arab minority, part of the Palestinian nation.

Land Day also resulted in the Arabs gaining a presence in Israeli politics in that they could no longer be ignored.

Arab civil society in Israel began coordinating with one another more and protests against government policies became more frequent with a focus on three major issues:

  • land and planning policies
  • socio-economic conditions
  • Palestinian national rights

The protest did little to stop the 1975 land expropriation plan.

The number of mitzpim established reached 26 in 1981 and 52 in 1988.

These mitzpim and the “development towns” of Upper Nazareth, Ma’alot, Migdal Ha’emeq and Carmiel significantly altered the demographic composition of the Galilee.

While Arabs had comprised 92% of the population of the Galilee in the years following Israel’s establishment, by 1994, that number was reduced to 72% out of a regional population of 680,000, with Jews making up the remaining 28%.

Large-scale expropriations of land in the Galilee have generally been avoided by Israeli governments since the 1980s.

Israeli media coverage of Land Day has been analyzed and critiqued by Israeli academics.

A 1994 study of seven major Israeli newspapers found that coverage of the preparations and outcome of the day was extensive in March – April 1976, with reports relying almost entirely on statements from official Israeli information sources such as ministers, advisers or “experts on Arabs“.

Hardly any space was devoted to the voices of Arab organizers and participants.

All of the newspapers examined, whatever their ideological differences, minimized the causes, emphasizing instead two main themes:

  • portraying the demonstrations as the work of a marginal and unrepresentative minority
  • describing them as a potential threat to state security and law and order

Of special importance is the finding that all the newspapers delegitimized the participants, as Communists, nationalists, extremists, agitators, inciters, enemies or violent people.

Above: Emblem of Israel

A 2000 study that analyzed coverage of the annual commemorations between 1977 and 1997 found that reports prior to the event each year also relied heavily on news items from the police and military sources.

The focus was on security preparations, with reports on Arabs limited to the agitation and incitement put forward by their leadership.

Information on the reasons for the protest was provided in between 6% and 7% of the stories published.

Almost all of the reporters were Jewish, and only Haaretz had a reporter specially assigned to cover the Arab population.

The event was framed within the context of the Arab – Israeli conflict with Arab demonstrators defined as enemies, rather than citizens making demands of their government.

The right to protest does not include the right to run riot, to close roads, to throw stones at passing vehicles.

Again, it has to be made clear to Israeli Arabs that most of their Israeliness is based on their loyalty that they owe to their country and its laws.

If they don’t want these laws no one is preventing them from leaving.

For Palestinians, Land Day has since become a day of commemoration and tribute to those who have fallen in the struggle to hold onto their land and identity.

Often serving as a day for the expression of political discontent for Arab citizens of Israel, particularly surrounding issues of equal land and citizenship rights, in 1988, they declared that Land Day should serve as “a Palestinian-Israeli civil national day of commemoration and a day of identification with Palestinians of the West Bank and Gaza, to be marked by yearly demonstrations and general strikes.”

Above: Land Day poster (1984)

Not only did Land Day work to forge political solidarity among Arab citizens of Israel, but it also worked “in cementing the acceptance of Arabs back into the larger Palestinian world and into the heart of mainstream Palestinian nationalism.” 

The day is commemorated annually by Palestinians in the West Bank, Gaza Strip, East Jerusalem, and further afield in refugee camps and among the Palestinians diaspora worldwide.

In 2007, the Press Center of the Palestinian National Authority described Land Day “…as a remarkable day in the history of the Palestinian people’s struggle, as the Palestinians in such a particular day embrace the land of their ancestors, their identity and their existence.”

However, in recent years, many observers have noted that the Arab population inside Israel seems less enthusiastic about the protests, despite the organizers’ efforts to promote hype. Many see this as a sign of growing reconciliation on the grass-roots level.

Above: A Palestinian child holds a sign during an activity to mark Land Day in Beit Hanoun, Gaza Strip, 2009

The general strike and marches carried out in Israel during the annual commemoration of 2000 generally proceeded peacefully, with the exception of the protest in Sakhnin.

There, hundreds of youth gathered and moved towards the Israeli military base adjacent to the village to the west.

Uprooting the fences, they penetrated the base and waved the Palestinian flag inside.

Arab public figures who were there to make speeches attempted to subdue them, but were met with hostility and even beatings. 

Border police forces who arrived to reinforce the base were stoned by the protestors, some of whom were wearing masks and set fires in the woods. 

Tear gas and rubber bullets were used to push the protestors back towards the main road where clashes continued.

A 72-year-old woman from Sakhnin was reported to have died in the hospital after injuries sustained from tear gas inhalation.

A 2006 report states that in annual commemorations of the day by Arab citizens today, Israeli security forces are on alert but do not interfere in the protests.

In 2001, on the 25th anniversary of Land Day, the weekly “Day of Rage“, Palestinians were called upon to demonstrate.

Tens of thousands of Arab citizens, joined by some Jews, demonstrated in peaceful marches inside Israel, carrying Palestinian flags. 

During demonstrations in the West Bank, four Palestinians were killed and 36 wounded in Nablus when Israeli forces used live ammunition against protesters throwing stones and Molotov cocktails.

In Ramallah, one Palestinian was shot dead and 11 others injured when soldiers clashed with 2,000 demonstrators who burned pictures of then-Prime Minister Ariel Sharon and waved Iraqi and Palestinian flags.

Palestinian gunmen also joined the clashes after an hour, drawing heavy Israeli fire from tank-mounted machine guns. 

There were also demonstrations in the Gaza Strip and in the Palestinian refugee camp of Ain al-Hilweh in Lebanon.

Above: Israeli Prime Minister Ariel Sharon (1928 – 2014)

In the Land Day demonstrations of 2002, Arab citizens of Israel expressed their solidarity with Palestinians in the West Bank and Gaza, speaking out against the “Israeli siege of Palestinian leader Yasser Arafat’s headquarters“. 

The 2005 Land Day commemorations were dedicated to the plight of the unrecognized villages in the Negev, where organizers said 80,000 Arab citizens live without access to basic amenities and 30,000 homes have received demolition orders. 

Marches in 2008 included one organized in Jaffa where 1,000 Arab citizens used the Land Day commemorations to bring attention to what they described as an acceleration in land confiscations in the city, with many complaining that they were facing evictions and demolition orders designed to force them out of their homes in order to settle Jews from abroad in their place.

Calls to launch non-violent resistance actions to protest against ongoing land confiscations regularly occur on Land Day.

For example, the BADIL Resource Center for Palestinian Residency and Refugee Rights issued a press release for Land Day 2006, calling for “boycott, divestment and sanctions against Israel” and an end to “racial discrimination, occupation and colonization“. 

During the commemorations for Land Day in 2009, a group of 50 Palestinian women singing Palestinian nationalist songs gathered at the Damascus Gate of the Old City of Jerusalem, to hand out posters and T-shirts calling for a boycott of Israeli products.

Above: Damascus Gate, Jerusalem, Israel

Also in 2009, thousands of Arab citizens, some carrying Palestinian flags, marched through the towns of Arrabe and Sakhnin, under the banner:

We are all united under Israeli fascism and racism.

Arab Knesset member Talab el-Sana called upon the government “to put a stop to the racist plans of Judaizing the Galilee and Negev and adopt development policies for all the Galilee and Negev’s residents“. 

Above: Israel’s Knesset (Israeli Parliament)

Protests by Palestinians were planned in locations worldwide, including the US, Canada, Germany, Finland, France and Belgium, and that the World Social Forum (WSF) announced the launching of a campaign calling on all of its affiliates to excommunicate Israel.

Land Day was also commemorated in Sabra and the Shatila refugee camp via an art exhibition and musical event.

In the Palestinian territories, Palestinians demonstrated and threw stones near the Israeli West Bank barrier in Naalin and Jayyous.

In anticipation of Land Day protests of 2012, Israel sealed off the West Bank (though the restrictions did not apply to Israeli settlers). 

The protests were held in Gaza Strip and the West Bank.

In the Gaza Strip, Israeli forces fired at protestors who tried to cross the security fence, resulting in one man killed and 37 injured. 

At the Qalandia checkpoint, rock-throwing Palestinian youths clashed with Israeli soldiers firing rubber bullets and stun grenades, resulting in 39 Palestinians being injured. 

In Jordan, 15,000 people, including Palestinians joined in a peaceful sit-in.

Palestinian refugees also held demonstrations near Beaufort Castle, Lebanon.

During the 2018 Land Day protests, 17 Palestinians were killed, including five Hamas members. 

More than 1,400 were injured in shootings by the Israeli army during a march calling for the Palestinian right of return at the borders with Gaza.

LAND DAY TIMELINE

1976: The Beginning

The Israeli government’s land appropriation plan comes into force.

They take over around 20,000 dunams of predominantly Arab-owned land in Israel’s Galilee region.

1994: A Study Of Land Day Media Coverage

Alina Koren studies seven major newspapers that covered the original Land Day strikes and finds that reports relied almost extensively on statements from people in official positions in Israel.

2001: The Number Of Internally Displaced People

Around 200,000 out of the 1.2 million population of Arab Palestinians living in Israel are estimated to be displaced.

2007: An Official Description

The Press Center of the Palestinian National Authority calls Land Day ‘…a remarkable day in the history of the Palestinian people’s struggle, as the Palestinians in such a particular day embrace the land of their ancestors, their identity and their existence.’

2018: The Great March Of Return

Starting on Land Day, protestors march towards the Gaza-Israel border each Friday, demanding the Israeli blockade around the border be taken down, and the Palestinians get their land back.

Our Home is Our Land“, Palestine Chronicle, 28 March 2024

In March 1972, Ghassan Kanafani attended the 5th conference of the Popular Front for the Liberation of Palestine (PFLP) in northern Lebanon.

Out of that meeting came Kanafani’s document “Tasks for a New Age”, a text that could have easily been written for Land Day 2024.

Kanafani wrote:

The resistance experience in Gaza constitutes one of the most prominent historical experiences concerning the capacity of a small, poor, unarmed and geographically isolated people to continue, given its conditions a heroic and almost unknown struggle.”

Above: Graffiti tribute to Palestinian author / politician Ghassan Kanafani (1936 – 1972) in Palestine territory

On 30 March 1976, Israeli police killed six Palestinian civilians while they were protesting further expropriation of Palestinian land.

Since that date, 30 March has been commemorated as Land Day, in honour of sumoud (resilience).

By 30 March 2024, Gaza will have undergone nearly six months of brutal conflict.

The war began with Hamas’ 7 October attack on Israel, which killed more than 1,200 Israelis, with Israel’s response resulting in an unprecedented full-scale military assualt on Gaza.

It has led to more than 28,000 Palestinian deaths and millions more displaced, according to Human Rights Watch.

As of 21 March, there were 31,988 dead, 74,188 wounded, 7,000 missing, along with countless homes, institutions, hospitals and infrastructure destroyed.

Roughly 80% of the territory’s 2.3 million population have been displaced.

Nevertheless, the struggle continues.

Although Gaza might be isolated geographically as well as by Israel’s blockade, it is no longer insular in spirit as the campaign has united the various factions throughout historic Palestine as well as around the world.

As Dr. Amira Abo el-Fetouh explains, this year’s Land Day will feel different.

She writes:

In every practical sense of the word.

Gaza is uninhabitable due to the Israeli siege.

Yet many refuse to leave.

Accordingly, Louis Brehony describes what he calls “the price of sumud”, specifically, his wife’s family in Gaza City who refuse to leave their home, though so far it has been demolished twice by bombs.

Fortunately, the family has survived, but their story is one of many whose homes have been destroyed, sometimes along with their inhabitants.

Above: Palestinian musician Louis Brehony

How many others have died, we do not know.

It is this very horror, the stories that multiply day by day that makes this Land Day so unbearable but at the same time so significant.

How do people whose homes have been destroyed along with the ground they stood on celebrate a day that commemorates the land?

In recent years, the term “houseless” has replaced the former label “homeless” partly because it recognizes that nearly everyone has a home composed of friends, family and community.

For many Palestinians, the land is more precious than a home.

This connection to the land represents Palestinian patriotism and embodies the struggle to restore harmony and national unity among all Palestinian factions.

This year the notion of unity is particularly important, pertaining not only to unity among the factions but also with the diaspora as well as solidarity movements around the world.

On 15 March 2024, Palestinians in Palestine and in exile drafted a statement calling for “unity of land, people, and struggle”.

It declares that liberation is near, making collective struggle more pertinent now than ever.

In Gaza, it explains, the people are “showing us the way, reclaiming our agency and advancing the struggle for a better life, not only in Palestine but beyond it as well”.

The statement acknowledges the role of Palestinians in exile, detainees in the prisons, farmers among the olive groves in occupied Palestine, and those participating in solidarity movements joined by international allies from South Africa to the streets of major cities in the West.

Rather than dwelling on defeat, it documents major victories.

Significantly, the document states what must happen beyond a ceasefire to prevent returning to the status quo.

It concludes with the mantra that is often heard at rallies:

There can be “no peace without justice”.

The statement praises global allies for fighting alongside Palestinians for a more just global order.

The Palestinian cause is not a cause for Palestinians only, but a cause for every revolutionary, as a cause of the exploited and oppressed masses in our era.

Above: Palestinian market at Jaffa, Gustav Bauernfeind, 1877

On Land Day in 2021, Yousef M. Aljamal wrote:

It is the land that has always connected Palestinians with the notion of home – not walls, not houses, not debris or bricks.

For this reason, demolishing Palestinian houses may make Palestinians houseless, but they will never be homeless or landless.

Because our home is our land.

Above: Yousef M. Aljamal

I have taken some liberties with the Chronicle article because it uses inflammatory language calling for the eradication of the state of Israel, and although I wish to remain sympathetic to the difficulties of Palestinians caught in the crossfire between the IDF and the militant elements of Hamas, neither Palestine nor Israel can simply disappear.

It is a good thing Jon Stewart agreed to return to The Daily Show.

In his 3rd episode, the temporary host decided to take it upon himself to solve the ongoing conflict between Israel and Palestine, which culminated in the current Israel-Hamas War.

The late-night host recapped the War, explaining the recent reactions on all sides.

He criticized the Biden administration for telling Israel to be more careful.

‘Could you please be more careful when you’re bombing?’ It’s good advice,” Stewart quipped.

But couldn’t the United States have told Israel that when we gave them all the bombs?

They’re our bombs!

It’s like your coke dealer coming in with an eight ball and going:

‘Don’t stay up all night.’”

Above: US President Joe Biden

He also criticized the United Nations for not doing more.

What is the United Nations even?” Stewart asked.

What, are you just a support system for a diverse and pleasing food court?

Above: Flag of the United Nations

Frustrated with the lack of initiative from the Western leaders, the international community and even the Arab countries like Saudi Arabia, Stewart said:

No one seems to be incentivized to stop the suffering of the innocent people in this region.

The status quo cycle of provocation and retribution is predicated on some idea that one of these groups is going away and they are not.

If we want a safe and free Israel and a safe and free Palestine, we have to recognize that reality,” he said.

He continued:

I know there’s a twisted and much-contested history in the region that has gotten us to this point.

But we are at this point.

Anything we do from here has to look forward.

Above: American comedian / political commentator Jon Stewart

To help, Stewart presented three “solutions for peace” to create a “safe and free Israel and safe and free Palestine”.

Jon Stewart’s 3rd appearance in the anchor’s chair since returning to The Daily Show opened with the seated host basking in a standing ovation from his stoked studio audience.

Citing the controversies and “carping” triggered by his first two episodes, he promised that Monday’s performance would offer something different —“an amuse-bouche, a trifle, something light.”

That relaxing change of pace would be a discussion of, naturally, Israel/Palestine. 

Above: Jon Stewart

Stewart is a master,  blends comedy and political analysis, all the while smuggling in whatever moral convictions the comic might possess. 

Stewart tried to maintain a semblance of ideological balance, as a newsperson would.

But in a conflict this raw, complex and emotionally charged, he likely satisfied very few.

Above: Jon Stewart

Recapping the failures of the United States, the United Nations, Saudi Arabia and Christianity to do anything to stop the carnage in Gaza, the comedian served up some good jokes.

The US was described as Israel’s “work-emergency contact”.

Above: Flag of the United States of America

The UN was likened to “a support system for a diverse and pleasing food court”.

Above: Emblem of the United Nations

Saudi Arabia was lit up for giving Palestinians the same amount of financial aid it lavished upon golfer Phil Mickelson. 

Above: Flag of Saudi Arabia

Above: US professional golfer Phil Mickelson

After a “Middle East Conflict Disclaimer Cam” advised viewers that the following discussion was “not meant to endorse or justify either side,” Stewart dove in.

First, he looked at a small camp in Maine where Israeli and Palestine kids play together.

Stewart admitted that this solution “hasn’t been scaled up yet, and may take longer than we have — unless we bring the whole region to Maine.”

Above: State flag of Maine

Calling out Israel for killing civilians, Hamas for calling for Israel’s annihilation, and the United States and the rest of the world for not stopping the suffering, he also floated a few peace proposals of his own.

Above: Emblem of Hamas

Look, the United States is Israel’s closest ally. Israel’s big brother in the fraternity of nations. Israel’s work emergency contact.

Maybe it’s time for the US to give Israel some tough moral love.” 

The host went hard on Israel, which has killed more than 30,000 people in Gaza in retaliation for the 7 October attacks and whose plan, according to its Prime Minister, Benjamin Netanyahu, is to continue bombing until Hamas is eliminated.

You’re planning to eliminate Hamas by destroying all of Gaza?” an incredulous Stewart asked.

The group, he continued, is “an idea.

Do you have a bomb that kills ideas?

I mean, how long would it even take to bomb the shit out of an idea?

Above: Israeli Prime Minister Benjamin Netanyahu

A ‘siege’ is a military blockade with the intent of conquering an area or forcing its inhabitants to surrender, along the lines of Israel’s brief blockade of utilities into Gaza in the first few days following the October 7 attack.

Netanyahu did not suggest any restrictions on aid or the flow of goods and services to Gaza, but rather seemed to suggest a similar arrangement to the security controls exercised by Israel since Hamas was elected as the government in Gaza in 2006.

Stewart suggested that Netanyahu’s “plan to eliminate Hamas by destroying all of Gaza” would “make more Hamases”, because “Palestinian liberation is an idea”, comparing Netanyahu’s assertion that “the intense phase of the fighting in Gaza is weeks away from completion” to President George W. Bush’s infamous 2003 speech six weeks after the US-led invasion of Iraq, proclaiming the end of major combat operations there. 

If you think that ends Hamas,” Stewart said, “I believe we in the United States have a banner you might use.

It’s a little wind-damaged, but equally delusional.” 

Above: US President George W. Bush aboard the aircraft carrier USS Abraham Lincoln, 1 May 2003

Stewart had some advice:

Maybe it’s time for the US to give Israel some tough moral love.

While the US roundly condemned Russia’s killing of civilians in Ukraine, he continued, US officials have tempered their criticisms of Israel, essentially asking them to be more careful with their bombs. 

“‘Hey, Israel, take it down a notch.

Could you please be more careful with your bombing?’ is good advice.

But really, couldn’t the United States have told Israel that when we gave them all the bombs?

They’re our bombs!

This is like your coke dealer coming over with an eight ball and going, ‘Don’t stay up all night.’

He mocked President Joe Biden’s remarks that Israel’s response to the 7 October attacks by Hamas, is “over the top“.

Israel has killed nearly 30,000 Palestinians in its retaliation, mostly women and children, triggering plausible accusations of genocide at the International Court of Justice.

Above: Emblem of the Internatonal Court of Justice

The response in Gaza has been over the top?

I like how Biden described Israel’s incessant bombing of civilians the same way my mother talks about the Superbowl halftime show,” Stewart said.

 

Let’s just ask God.

It’s His house!

He’s the one who started all this!

Just ask God.

He can tell us who is right!

Is it the Jews?

Is it the Muslims?

Is it the Zoroastrians?

If it’s the Scientologists, a lot of us are going to have egg on our faces.

Above: The Creation of Adam fresco, Sistine Chapel, Vatican City, Michelangelo, 1512

His third idea was actually serious.

Heaven forbid, I actually think this last one could work.

Starting now:

No preconditions, no earned trust, no partners for peace.

Israel stops bombing.

Hamas releases the hostages.

The Arab countries who claim Palestine is their top priority come in and form a Demilitarized Zone between Israel and a free Palestinian state.

The Saudis, Egypt, the UAE, Qatar, Jordan — they all form like a NATO arrangement guaranteeing security for both sides.

Obviously, they won’t call it NATO — it’s the Middle East Treaty Organization.

It’s METO.

He added:

Obviously, I have not worked out the exact verbiage, but anything is better than the cluster cycle we have now.

Because honestly, what is the alternative?

Above: (in green) The Middle East

In November, Israel ceased military action in Gaza for a week and released hundreds of Palestinian security prisoners, in exchange for the release of women and children hostages.

That temporary ceasefire ended when Hamas fired a barrage of rockets into Israel’s south. 

Following his monologue, Stewart invited two journalists — Murtaza Hussein, a Muslim-American reporter who covers foreign policy and national security for the progressive news site The Intercept, and Yair Rosenberg, an American Jewish journalist who writes for The Atlantic.

The two men have been friends for about a decade, they said, regularly discussing issues with each other despite their differing opinions.

Rosenberg, a prominent journalist who covers politics in general as well as religious issues and antisemitism, told Stewart that the conflict is characterized by “absolutists“, the influence of whom waxes and wanes relative to that of “pragmatists“. 

Hussein said that he “can accept any Palestinian’s view or any Israeli’s view when they’re so intimately involved in it, but I can never respect a bloodthirsty American“, prompting applause from the crowd.

Stewart responded to Hussein that one of the greatest issues he has with American foreign policy is “how cavalier it is about the destruction that so many of our policies have had internationally.”

Stewart has been among the few in mainstream media seen as sympathetic to Palestine, a sensitive topic in the United States where support for Israel in the dominant media and political establishment is nearly a state religion.

Above: Jon Stewart interviews journalists Yair Rosenberg and Murtaza Hussain, 26 February 2024

Stewart is credited for launching the career of Egyptian American comedian Bassem Youssef.

Comedian Bassem Youssef has been widely known as “the Egyptian Jon Stewart” ever since he gave up being a heart surgeon and made himself into the premier political satirist of the Arab Spring. 

It’s an honour,” Youssef says of the nickname that still follows him 12 years after Stewart first invited him to be a guest on The Daily Show.

I mean, Jon Stewart is someone who has been my idol, so to be linked to his name in any way is an honour, not something to shy away from.”

Youssef says he’s “very happy” to have Stewart back hosting The Daily Show, and only wishes it was more than once a week.

Above: Bassem Youssef

But that doesn’t mean he agrees with everything Stewart has been saying so far on the show.

And while Stewart received some pushback after his first episode for seemingly equating Biden and Trump, Youssef has taken more issue with the way the host has drawn what he sees as a false equivalence between Israel and Palestine.

His piece about Israel was funny, but it was also very centrist.

And I understand where it comes from, but the idea that he talks about blaming the UN — and everybody knows the UN is useless — but the UN is not the problem, the Arab nations are not the problem.

The problem is that Israel keeps on building illegal settlements, keeps defying international law, keeps having unlimited support from America.

So it was a way to kind of sit in the middle and kind of blame everybody, which is a legitimate comedic style.

But as someone who’s from that part of the world, I cannot just stay in the middle.

And I can see who’s the perpetrator and who’s really to blame and who has the power.

The people who are in the position of power are the people who should be blamed more.

While tongue-in-cheek, Stewart’s solution isn’t a new concept,

Most experts have said an “Arab NATO” is unlikely to take root — even if it might do wonders for the region.

Stewart is not the first person to suggest a NATO-style organization in the Middle East, with Donald Trump suggesting the idea in 2018 as part of a plan to counter Iran’s expansion in the region.

However, the idea has so far failed to gain traction due to deeply conflicting security goals amongst the Arab nations.

Above: Flag of the North Atlantic Treaty Organization (NATO)

Every American administration going back decades has discussed some version of this.

Under Trump, it was the Middle East Strategic Alliance,” said Jonathan Lord, director of the Middle East Security program at the Center for a New American Security, a Washington, DC-based think tank.

Above: Former US President Donald J. Trump

Lord said that distrust among Gulf nations unwilling to share their military secrets has largely scuppered much hope for such an organization.

But really, Jon is conflating a Middle East ‘NATO’ with something else.

You wouldn’t need a formal alliance of Arab states to do what he is proposing,” Lord added.

Forming a “METO” alliance also risks angering Iran, a massive concern for the region, said Anna Jacobs, a senior Gulf analyst based in Qatar for the Belgium-headquartered International Crisis Group.

Gulf Arab states are focused on regional de-escalation and building greater cooperation with friends and rivals in the region,” Jacobs said.

A NATO-like alliance would send the opposite message.”

The United Arab Emirates, Morocco, Bahrain, Saudi Arabia, Jordan and Egypt are nations that could consider working with both Israel and Palestine, said William Wechsler, senior director of the Rafik Hariri Center and Middle East Programs at the Atlantic Council.

Yet there’s no clear-cut candidate for who would lead such an alliance, which is a key to success for such organizations, he added.

Above: William Wechsler, Atlantic Council

Yet Prime Minister Benjamin Netanyahu has opposed the two-state solution.

Ironically, the very concept of the two-state solution could extend his political life, said Lord.

A vast majority of Israelis want Bibi gone at the first opportunity, but Bibi can turn to an Israeli public that is shocked and traumatized from Hamas’ 7 October attack and tell it that he alone can rebuff Washington’s effort to build a ‘terrorist Arab state on our border,'” Lord said.

Still, if Gaza continues to suffer under the heel of Israel’s military and policies, Hamas will continue to fill its ranks with desperate Palestinians, Lord said.

Creating a “METO” would be a “day-after” solution when governments are concerned with the “day-between” situation, he said.

Until someone can produce a viable plan to provide security, services, and aid to 2 million displaced Gazans right now, Israel will not achieve its goal of defeating Hamas,” Lord said.

Above: Gaza Palestinian refugee camp

But like Stewart said:

No one seems to be incentivized to stop the suffering of the innocent people in this region.

Protests either violently made and / or violently met will probably be the headlines tomorrow regarding this year’s commemoration of Land Day.

And the more things change, the more they will remain the same.

Sources

  • Wikipedia
  • The Assassin’s Cloak: An Anthology of the World’s Greatest Diarists, edited by Irene and Alan Taylor (Canongate Books)
  • Stop Reading the News: A Manifesto for a Happier, Calmer and Wiser Life, Rolf Dobelli (Spectre Books)
  • The Eagle’s Shadow: Why America Fascinates and Infuriates the World, Mark Hertsgaard (Bloomsbury)
  • Land Day“, National Today, 30 March 2024
  • Our home is our land“, Palestine Chronicle, 29 March 2024
  • Land Day“, Al Jazeera, 30 March 2024
  • Jon Stewart takes on something ‘light’: Israel and Gaza“, New York Times, 27 February 2024
  • Jon Stewart proposes Israel – Gaza peace plan“, The Guardian, 27 February 2024
  • The Daily Show’s Jon Stewart rejects ‘military solution‘”, The Jerusalem Post, 27 February 2024
  • Jon Stewart gives his solution for Israel – Hamas peace“, The Hollywood Reporter, 26 February 2024
  • Jon Stewart thinks Arab NATO could solve Gaza“, Business Insider, 28 February 2024
  • Jon Stewart solves Israel – Palestine conflict“, Rolling Stone, 27 February 2024
  • Jon Stewart’s Daily Show episode on Israel – Hamas“, MSNBC, 28 February 2024
  • Bassem Youssef thinks Jon Stewart is wrong“, The Daily Beast, 6 March 2024
  • Jon Stewart proposes NATO-style solution to solve Gaza“, The Independent, 27 February 2024
  • Jon Stewart says Israel – Gaza solution could be a DMZ“, Center for a New American Society, 28 February 2024
  • Jon Stewart calls Israel peace plan ‘a military siege’“, Newsweek, 27 February 2024
  • Jon Stewart unveils his plan for Palestinian – Israeli peace“, The Forward, 27 February 2024

A black day

Eskişehir, Türkiye

Friday 28 March 2024

Above: Crucifixion of rebel leaders by the Carthaginians in 238 BC, Victor-Armand Poirson, 1890

Standing in the dock at Southampton
Trying to get to Holland or France
The man in the Mac said, “You’ve got to go back
You know, they didn’t even give us a chance

Above: Southampton Docks, England

(CHORUS)

Christ, you know it ain’t easy
You know how hard it can be
The way things are going
They’re gonna crucify me

Above: Christ Crucified, Diego Velazquez, 1632

Finally, made the plane into Paris
Honeymooning down by the Seine

Above: Seine River, Paris, France

Peter Brown called to say, “You can make it okay
You can get married in Gibraltar, near Spain

Above: Gibraltar

Above: Peter Brown, former manager of the Beatles

(CHORUS)

Drove from Paris to the Amsterdam Hilton
Talking in our beds for a week
The news people said, “Say what you doing in bed
I said, “We’re only trying to get us some peace

Above: Amsterdam Hilton, The Netherlands

(CHORUS)

Saving up your money for a rainy day
Giving all your clothes to charity
Last night the wife said, “Poor boy, when you’re dead
You don’t take nothing with you but your soul

Above: Ono and Lennon leaving Amsterdam in March 1969

Made a lightning trip to Vienna
Eating chocolate cake in a bag
The newspaper said, “She’s gone to his head
They look just like two gurus in drag”

Above: Vienna (Wien), Austria (Österreich)

(CHORUS)

Caught the early plane back to London
50 acorns tied in a sack
The men from the press said, “We wish you success
It’s good to have the both of you back

(CHORUS)

John Lennon, The Beatles, “The Ballad of John and Yoko“, 1969

Lennon wrote the song while he and Ono were on their honeymoon in Paris.

It describes the events of the couple’s wedding, in March 1969, and highly publicised honeymoon activities, including their “Bed-In” at the Amsterdam Hilton Hotel and their demonstration of “bagism” (a satire of prejudice, where by living in a bag a person could not be judged on their bodily appearance).

Above: John Lennon (1940 – 1980) and Yoko Ono, Amsterdam bed-in, 25 – 31 March 1969

In an interview with Alan Smith of NME (New Musical Express) published in May 1969, Lennon described the ballad as “Johnny B. Paperback Writer” (a mix between “Johnny B. Goode” and “Paperback Writer“) in a 1980 interview, he said it was “a piece of journalism“.

Lennon took the song to Paul McCartney at the latter’s home in St. John’s Wood, London, on 14 April, eager to record it that evening. 

Recalling the controversy engendered by Lennon’s “more popular than Jesus” remarks in 1966, McCartney was alarmed at the references to Christ in the new song but agreed to assist Lennon. 

Above: Paul McCartney, 2021

(“More popular than Jesus” is part of a remark made by John Lennon of the Beatles in a March 1966 interview in which he argued that the public were more infatuated with the band than with Jesus, and that Christianity was declining to the extent that it might be outlasted by rock music.

His opinions drew little controversy when originally published in the London newspaper The Evening Standard, but drew angry reactions from Evangelical Christian communities when republished in the United States that July.

Lennon’s comments incited protests and threats, particularly throughout the Bible Belt in the southern United States.

Above: (in red) the approximate “Bible Belt

Some radio stations stopped playing Beatles songs.

Records were publicly burned.

Press conferences were cancelled.

The controversy coincided with the band’s 1966 US tour and overshadowed press coverage of their newest album, Revolver.

Lennon later repeatedly apologised and clarified at a series of press conferences that he was not comparing himself or the band to Christ.

The controversy exacerbated the band’s unhappiness with touring, which they never undertook again.

Lennon also refrained from touring in his solo career.)

(In 1980, John Lennon was murdered by a fan of the Beatles, Mark David Chapman, who later cited Lennon’s quote as one of his motives in the killing.

In New York, at approximately 5:00 p.m. on 8 December 1980, Lennon autographed a copy of Double Fantasy for Chapman before leaving the Dakota apartment building with Ono for a recording session at the Record Plant.

After the session, Lennon and Ono returned to the Dakota in a limousine at around 10:50 p.m. (EST).

They left the vehicle and walked through the archway of the building.

Chapman then shot Lennon twice in the back and twice in the shoulder at close range.

Lennon was rushed in a police cruiser to the emergency room of Roosevelt Hospital, where he was pronounced dead on arrival at 11:15 p.m.)

Above: Wintertime at Strawberry Fields in Central Park with the Dakota in the background

Ono later said:

Paul knew that people were being nasty to John, and he just wanted to make it well for him.

Paul has a very brotherly side to him.

Above: Paul McCartney, 1964

In his review of the single in the NME, John Wells said he found “The Ballad of John and Yoko” profoundly moving as an account of people’s attitude towards Lennon and Ono, and only the “raw, earthy rock” backing stopped him succumbing to tears.

He described it as a “stormer“.

Several US radio stations declined to broadcast the song because of the use of the words “Christ” and “crucify” in the chorus.

The word “Christ” was censored (by being “bleeped out“) for radio airplay in Australia. 

Above: The Christ Pantocrator, St. Catherine’s Monastery, Sinai, 6th century

The Spanish government under Franco objected to the song because of the phrase “Gibralter near Spain“.

The status of Gibraltar is a long-running subject of debate between Spain and the United Kingdom.

Alex Petridis of the Guardian ranks the song last of the Beatles’ 22 UK singles, saying:

John Lennon once convened a meeting of the Beatles to inform them that he was Jesus:

The charmless ‘Ballad of John and Yoko’ is that crazed egotism and messiah complex wrought into song.

In the Christian West today is Good (or Holy) Friday, the day that the faith’s namesake was crucified for the sins of mankind.

Above: Entombment of Christ, Caravaggio, 1603

According to the accounts in the Gospels (the first four books of the New Testament of the Christian Bible), the royal soldiers, guided by Jesus’ disciple Judas Iscariot, arrested Jesus Christ in the Garden of Gethsemane.

Judas received money (30 pieces of silver) for betraying Christ and told the guards that whomever Judas kisses is the one they are to arrest.

Above: The Judas Kiss, Gustave Doré, 1866

Following his arrest, Jesus was taken to the house of Annas, the father-in-law of the Jewish high priest, Caiaphas.

There he was interrogated with little result and sent bound to Caiaphas the high priest where the Sanhedrin (a high council of legislative and judicial Jews) had assembled.

Conflicting testimony against Jesus was brought forth by many witnesses, to which Jesus answered nothing.

Finally the high priest adjured Jesus to respond under solemn oath, saying:

I adjure you, by the Living God, to tell us, are you the Anointed One, the Son of God?

Jesus testified ambiguously:

You have said it, and in time you will see the Son of Man seated at the right hand of the Almighty, coming on the clouds of Heaven.

The high priest condemned Jesus for blasphemy.

The Sanhedrin concurred with a sentence of death. 

Above: The Sanhedrin, from People’s Cyclopedia of Universal Knowledge (1883)

Peter, another of Jesus’ disciples, waiting in the courtyard, also denied Jesus three times to bystanders while the interrogations were proceeding just as Jesus had foretold.

Above: The Denial of Peter, Gerard Seghers, 1625

In the morning, the whole assembly brought Jesus to the Roman governor Pontius Pilate (r. 26 – 36) under charges of subverting the nation, opposing taxes to Caesar, and making himself a king.

Pilate authorized the Jewish leaders to judge Jesus according to their own law and execute sentencing.

However, the Jewish leaders replied that they were not allowed by the Romans to carry out a sentence of death.

Pilate questioned Jesus and told the assembly that there was no basis for sentencing.

Above: Christ before Pilate, Mihahy Munkacsy, 1881

Upon learning that Jesus was from Galilee, Pilate referred the case to the ruler of Galilee, King Herod (20 BC – AD 39), who was in Jerusalem for the Passover Feast. 

Herod questioned Jesus but received no answer.

Herod sent Jesus back to Pilate.

Above: Herod Antipas medallion

Pilate told the assembly that neither he nor Herod found Jesus to be guilty.

Pilate resolved to have Jesus whipped and released. 

Under the guidance of the chief priests, the crowd asked for Barabbas, who had been imprisoned for committing murder during an insurrection.

Pilate asked what they would have him do with Jesus, and they demanded:

Crucify him.” 

Pilate’s wife had seen Jesus in a dream earlier that day, and she forewarned Pilate to “have nothing to do with this righteous man.

Pilate had Jesus flogged and then brought him out to the crowd to release him.

Above: Flagellation of Christ, Peter Paul Rubens

The chief priests informed Pilate of a new charge, demanding Jesus be sentenced to death “because he claimed to be God’s son.”

This possibility filled Pilate with fear.

He brought Jesus back inside the palace and demanded to know from where he came.

Coming before the crowd one last time, Pilate declared Jesus innocent and washed his own hands in water to show he had no part in this condemnation.

Nevertheless, Pilate handed Jesus over to be crucified in order to forestall a riot. 

Above: Ecce Homo (with Jesus and Pontius Pilate), Antonio Ciseri (1850)

The sentence written upon his cross was “Jesus of Nazareth, King of the Jews“.

Jesus carried his cross to the site of execution (assisted by Simon of Cyrene), called the “place of the Skull“, or “Golgotha” in Hebrew and in Latin “Calvary“.

Above: Simon of Cyrene stained glass window at St. Peter’s Church, Limours, France

There Christ was crucified along with two criminals.

Jesus agonized on the cross for six hours.

During his last three hours on the cross, from noon to 3 pm, darkness fell over the whole land.

In the gospels of Mathew and Mark, Jesus is said to have spoken from the cross, quoting the messianic Psalm 22:

My God, my God, why have you forsaken me?

With a loud cry, Jesus gave up his spirit.

There was an earthquake, tombs broke open, and the curtain in the Temple was torn from top to bottom.

The centurion on guard at the site of crucifixion declared:

Truly this was God’s Son!

Above: Icon of the Crucifixion, 16th century, Stavronikita Monastery, Mount Athos

Joseph of Arimathea, a member of the Sanhedrin and a secret follower of Jesus, who had not consented to his condemnation, went to Pilate to request the body of Jesus. 

Above: 14th century Byzantine Icon of the Descent from the Cross from the Church of Saint Marina, Kalopanagiotis, Cyprus – Joseph of Arimathea is the figure standing in the center, in blue-green robes holding the body of Christ.

Another secret follower of Jesus and member of the Sanhedrin named Nicodemus brought about a hundred-pound weight mixture of spices and helped wrap the body of Jesus. 

Pilate asked confirmation from the centurion of whether Jesus was dead. 

A soldier pierced the side of Jesus with a lance causing blood and water to flow out.

The centurion informed Pilate that Jesus was dead.

Joseph of Arimathea took Jesus’ body, wrapped it in a clean linen shroud, and placed it in his own new tomb that had been carved in the rock in a garden near the site of the crucifixion.

Nicodemus also brought 75 pounds of myrhh and aloes and placed them in the linen with the body, in keeping with Jewish burial customs. 

Above: Nicodemus helping to take down Jesus’ body from the cross, The Deposition, Mıchelangelo, 1555 

They rolled a large rock over the entrance of the tomb.

Then they returned home and rested, because Shabbat (Sabbath) had begun at sunset.

Above: An empty tomb

I do not desire to either condone nor condemn any system of belief.

I merely record that which is written in Wikipedia.

There are many aspects of this story and this faith difficult for this heathen barbarian to wrap his head around.

Above: The Thinker, Auguste Rodin, 1904

Only Christianity claims its founder to be God the Son.

The Trinity notion of God being both singular and triad simultaneously is a perplexing notion best explained by theologians.

Judaism maintains a tradition of monotheism that excludes the possibility of a Trinity.

In Judaism, God is understood to be the absolute one, indivisible, and incomparable being which is the ultimate cause of all existence.

Above: Collection of Judaica (clockwise from top): candlesticks for Shabbat, a cup for ritual handwashing, a Chumash (the Torah in book form) and a Tanakh (Jewish scripture), a Torah pointer, a shofar (horn) and an etrog (yellow citron used in ceremonies) box

Islam considers Jesus to be a prophet, but not divine. 

God is absolutely indivisible (a concept known as tawhid).

Several verses of the Qu’ran state that the doctrine of the Trinity is blasphemous.

Above: The Kaaba during Hajj, Mecca, Saudi Arabia

I think what affects me most, without questioning Christianity as a faith and the importance of Easter as a main tenet of this religion, is something that has been part of humanity’s character as far back as the beginning of recorded history and probably prior to this, the intolerance for dissent and disagreeement.

It amazes me that Barabbas’ crimes of insurrection and murder were considered more pardonable than a good man’s claim to be divine.

How eager mankind is to spill blood.

How intolerant we are of those who have the courage to disagree with us.

Above: Barabbas representation in The Bible and Its Story Taught by One Thousand Picture Lessons, 1910

In the United States, a handful of people may remember that the execution of Edith and Julius Rosenberg was pronounced on this day in 1953, during the height of “the Red scare“.

Above: Julius and Ethel Rosenberg, 1951

I consider your crime worse than murder.

I believe your conduct in putting into the hands of the Russians the A-Bomb years before our best scientists predicted Russia would perfect the bomb has already caused, in my opinion, the Communist aggression in Korea, with the resultant casualities exceeding 50,000 and who knows but that millions more of innocent people may pay the price of your treason.

Indeed, by your betrayal you undoubtedly have altered the course of history to the disadvantage of our country.

No one can say that we do not live in a constant state of tension.

We have evidence of your treachery all around us every day for the civilian defence activities throughout the nation are aimed at preparing us for an atom bomb attack.

(US Judge Irving Kaufman sentencing the Rosenberg spies, 20 March 1953)

Above: Irving Kaufman (1910 – 1992)

Julius (1918 – 1953) and Edith Rosenberg (1915 – 1953), two New York Communists, were convicted in 1953 of passing nuclear secrets to the Soviet Union in 1944 and 1945, thus hastening the Soviet acquisition of the atomic bomb.

Ethel’s brother David Greenglass (1922 – 2014), who supplied them with documents from the US secret nuclear research centre at Los Alamos, New Mexico, was given a 15-year sentence, but the Rosenbergs were both executed in June 1953.

Above: David Greenglass, 1950

Many considered their penalty harsh insofar as the information obtained was relatively insignificant and they had not been charged with treason.

Some claimed that the Rosenbergs were victims of anti-Semitism.

Above: David Greenglass’s sketch of an implosion-type nuclear weapon design, illustrating what he allegedly gave the Rosenbergs to pass on to the Soviet Union

Among those to speak out against the sentence we Pope Pius XII (1876 – 1958), Albert Einstein (1879 – 1955), Jean-Paul Sartre (1905 – 1980) and Pablo Picasso (1881 – 1973), but the voices of dissent could make little impact against the clamour that characterized the period of the Korean War (1950 – 1953) and the “Red Scare” in US political and cultural life.

Above: The hammer and sickle, a symbol of Communism

On 19 June 1953, Julius died from the first electric shock.

Ethel’s execution did not go smoothly.

After she was given the normal course of three electric shocks, attendants removed the strapping and other equipment only to have doctors determine that Ethel’s heart was still beating.

Two more electric shocks were applied, and at the conclusion eyewitnesses reported that smoke rose from her head.

The funeral services were held in Brooklyn on 21 June.

Ethel and Julius Rosenberg were buried at Wellwood Cemetery, a Jewish cemetery in Pinelawn, New York.

The Times reported that 500 people attended and some 10,000 stood outside:

“The bodies had been brought from Sing Sing prison by the national “Rosenberg committee” which undertook the funeral arrangements, and an all-night vigil was held in one of the largest mortuary chapels in Brooklyn.

Many hundreds of people filed past the biers.

Most of them clearly regarded the Rosenbergs as martyred heroes.

More than 500 mourners attended the service, while a crowd estimated at 10,000 stood outside in the burning heat.

Mr. Bloch [their counsel], who delivered one of the main orations, bitterly exclaimed that America was “living under the heel of a military dictator garbed in civilian attire”:

Above: Funeral of the Rosenbergs, Wellwood Cemetery, Pinelawn, New York, 21 June 1953

(I have heard similar things said regarding some of today’s world leaders.)

The Rosenbergs were “sweet, tender and intelligent” and the course they took was one of “courage and heroism.”

Above: Ethel and Julius Rosenberg, 1950

In 1953, socialist historian W.E.B. Du Bois (1868 – 1963) wrote a poem titled “The Rosenbergs“, which began “Crucify us, vengeance of God, as we crucify two more Jews” and ended “Who has been crowned on yonder stair? Red resurrection? Or black despair?

Above: William Edward Burghardt Du Bois (1868 – 1963)

Today more Americans commemorate today as National Vietnam War Veterans Day – the anniversary of the day when the last US troops left Vietnam.

Above: The Vietnam War Memorial

Here we find another tormenting problem:

Why is the taking of life on the battlefield considered an honourable act while we judge the taking of life away from the conflict of war to be murder?

Why do we consider the first patriotic and the second immoral?

Above: Vanity Piece, Hendrick Andriessen, 1650

In Chile, there are groups that think of this day as “the Day of the Young Combatant” (Día del joven combatiente), which serves as a remembrance of the assassination of brothers Rafael and Eduardo Vergara Toledo, who were killed on that date in 1985 during the military dictatorship (1973 – 1990) in Chile.

The brothers were allegedly members of a left-wing, anti-dictatorship insurgent group.

At dusk on Friday, 29 March 1985, the brothers Eduardo (20) and Rafael (18) Vergara Toledo — militants of the Revolutionary Left Movement (MIR) and four other militants, two men and two women, went to a local bakery to attack it “with the aim of extracting funds to finance the fight against the military government.” 

(Is an attack on a bakery patriotic?

Is the killing of criminals justifiable because we are “the good guys“?)

On the way to the warehouse, a group of police officers — made up of Second Lieutenant Álex Ambler

Hinojosa, Jorge Marín Jiménez, Marcelo Muñoz Cifuentes and Nelson Toledo Puente – who were carrying out an operation at the intersection of Las Rejas and 5 de Abril Avenues, intercepted them.

The Vergara Toledo brothers fled and were caught in an alley of Villa Robert Kennedy, where they were murdered. 

It was reported by the press that the brothers had shot at the police officers on several occasions, who had proceeded to shoot them in self-defense.

However, and as stated in the letter received by the general director of Carabineros Rodolfo Stange Oelkers, this information was confusing and contradictory, not coinciding with respect to the specific location of the events, the situation in which it occurred, or the type of confrontation occurred.

With this background, the hypothesis was raised that these young people had been murdered for political reasons.

In this regard, in its official report the National Truth and Reconciliation Commission (better known as the “Rettig Commission“) concluded:

“The Commission has come to the conviction that Rafael Vergara was executed by state agents, already injured and in the power of those who killed him, in violation of his human rights.

Regarding his brother, Eduardo Vergara, since the Commission was unable to determine the precise circumstances in which the confrontation occurred or the participation that he had had, it considers that he died as a victim of the situation of political violence.”

Among the confirmed information, it appears that the Vergara Toledo brothers were chased and tried to flee through the streets of Estación Central.

Later they were intercepted and cornered, and at Las Rejas and 5 de Abril Avenues, were shot by police armed with a SIG 510-4 rifle, an Uzi submachine gun and their service weapons.

According to the expert reports, Eduardo Vergara Toledo died with injuries that correspond to gunshot wounds to the back and left side. 

According to the judicial investigation and that of the aforementioned Commission, Rafael Vergara Toledo would have been injured and executed moments later by his captors.

The bodies of both brothers were abandoned on public roads.

The MIR leadership decided to commemorate the “Day of the Young Combatant” on 29 March in honor of the Vergara Toledo brothers.

This date would generally represent the young people of the resistance during the 1980s, with a different nuance than the commemoration of the victims during the first years of the military dictatorship.

Currently, the date is spontaneously commemorated by various groups, many of them not linked to the MIR.

The main objective of this commemoration is to raise awareness about human rights and investigate various cases of extrajudicial killings that occurred during the dictatorship.

The detractors of the commemoration of this day argue that every year there are demonstrations, protests, disorders and violent confrontations with the police in various towns in Santiago and in other places in the country, as well as in some universities, with massive arrests of protesters, many of them hooded, who carry out acts of vandalism, such as barricades, fires, looting, shootings and other incidents on public roads.

The acts of violence include throwing rocks at buildings, vehicles, and the police, as well as fire-bombing using Molotov cocktails.

The targets of this violence are not limited to public and government buildings but also extend to private property and commercial enterprises such as electrical wiring and power stations.

These actions are sometimes used as a cover for looting and other deliberate violent acts committed by organized groups.

Most of the violent protests occur in the Villa Francia neighborhood of western Santiago, where the Vergara Toledo family resided.

While some commemorations in Chile involve peaceful marches, the Day of the Young Combatant has gained notoriety for its association with violent actions carried out by masked protesters, leading certain sectors to dub the event as “the Day of the Young Delinquent” (Día del joven delincuente).

Local media and government agencies typically issue warnings to the public, advising them to stay indoors and expect power outages, especially in the Villa Francia neighborhood. 

Several institutions, including universities, often end classes early on this day to ensure that students can return home before nightfall when most of the violent attacks occur.

Public transportation is also often limited due to frequent attacks on public buses.

Above: Memorial de la Villa Francia, Estancion Central, Santiago, Chile

And here in Eskişehir, two days before the nation’s cities hold their mayorial elections, I read with puzzlement a WhatsApp post from yesterday from a colleague:

Hello, tomorrow is Fancy Black Friday.

Please wear your fancy black clothes.

I search the Internet but cannot find a single reference to “Fancy Black Friday“.

Some idea concocted by HR or marketing?

For what purpose?

Don’t know.

Just do what you are told.

It doesn’t have to make sense.

Sıgh.

Above: Sazova Park, Eskişehir, Türkiye

In the West, black is commonly associated with mourning and bereavement and usually worn at funerals and memorial services.

In some traditional societies, for example in Greece and Italy, some widows wear black for the rest of their lives.

In Western society, since the Middle Ages, black has been the symbolic color of solemnity and authority, and for this reason it is still commonly worn by judges and magistrates.

In Europe and North America, black is the color most commonly associated with mourning, the end, secrets, magic, force, violence, fear, evil, and elegance.

So, perhaps, without meaning to, my school’s request for its staff wearing formal black attire today is somehow fitting.

Above: Black Square, Kazimir Malevich, 1915

A good man was crucified today, later justifying centuries of bloodshed done in his name.

A couple were condemned to death for being the wrong people at the wrong time in America.

A nation remembers a war it could have, should have, would have won had the decisiveness and determination by American leadership exhibited in previous conflicts had manifested itself in this quagmire of needless death and destruction.

Another nation commemorates two thieves assassinated by police – who were on even more shaky moral ground than those they gunned down – in an act of violence now celebrated by annual displays of violence.

It is truly a day of mourning when viewed through the prism of history.

It is a day of secrets, for the truth behind the poorly documented life of Christ – we do not know precisely when he was born nor when he died, so his birthday is assigned to a Roman pagan holiday so as to replace it and his death date is dependent on lunar calculations similar to other faiths (like Islam’s annual determination of the dates of fasting and pilgrimage to Mecca) – or the reasoning behind the Rosenbergs’ execution, the sad sorrowful acts done in the Vietnam War, and the lack of logic in commemorating the death of thieves by police by doing violence that demands police presence.

It is almost a feat of magic that humanity still remains when one considers the folly of our history.

It is a day of force where compulsions lead to consequences.

It is a day of violence as viewed above.

It is a day of fear where the mysteries of existence and the inevitability of death cause humanity to seek divine solutions of salvation and solace, a day when leaders use the spectre of suspicion to alienate us from one another, a day when force is always used instead of attempting conversation and comprehension and compromise.

It is a day of evil elevated to full volume while truth spoken to power is softly heard like whispers in the wind.

It is a day of elegant illusion where faith seeks to explain itself, where those of differing religious or political beliefs must be demonized to elevate ourselves, where we pin metal on mens’ chests rewarding them for the mettle and courage that those who forced them to battle lack, where we cloak flags over coffins pretending an honour or dignity delayed or denied them whilst they lived.

It is a day of formal black attire as worn at the funerals of the human spirit.

Above: “Baby’s in Black“, The Beatles, 1964

Stop all the clocks, cut off the telephone,
Prevent the dog from barking with a juicy bone,
Silence the pianos and with muffled drum
Bring out the coffin, let the mourners come.

Let aeroplanes circle moaning overhead
Scribbling on the sky the message ‘He is Dead‘.
Put crepe bows round the white necks of the public doves,
Let the traffic policemen wear black cotton gloves.

He was my North, my South, my East and West,
My working week and my Sunday rest,
My noon, my midnight, my talk, my song;
I thought that love would last forever: I was wrong.

The stars are not wanted now; put out every one,
Pack up the moon and dismantle the sun,
Pour away the ocean and sweep up the wood;
For nothing now can ever come to any good.

Sources

  • Wikipedia
  • Funeral Blues“, W.H. Auden
  • The Ballad of John and Yoko“, John Lennon
  • History Day by Day, Peter Furtado (Thames & Hudson)

Legacy

Eskişehir, Türkiye

Thursday 28 March 2024

Arnold Bennett died last night, which leaves me sadder than I should have supposed.

A loveable genuine man, somehow a little awkward in life, well meaning, ponderous, kindly, coarse, knowing he was coarse, dimly floundering and feeling for something else, glutted with success, wounded in his feelings and thick-lipped, prosaic intolerably, rather dignified, set upon writing, yet always taken in, deluded by splendour and success, but naive, an old bore, an egoist, much at the mercy of life for all his competence, a shopkeeper’s view of literature, yet with the rudiments, covered over with fat and prosperity and the desire for hideous Empire furniture, of sensibility.

Some real understanding of power, as well as a giantic absorbing power.

These are the sort of things that I think by fits and starts this morning, as I sit journalizing.

I remember his determination to write 1,000 words daily and how he trotted off to do it that night and feel some sorrow that now he will never sit down and begin methodically covering his regulation number of pages in his workmanlike beautiful but dull hand.

Queer how one regrets the disperal of anybody who seemed – as I say – genuine, who had direct contact with life – for he abused me and I yet rather wished him to go on abusing me and me abusing him.

An element of life – even in mine that was so remote – taken away.

This is what one minds.”

(28 March 1931, Virginia Woolf)

Above: English writer Virginia Woolf (1882 – 1941)

How well did Woolf really know Bennett?

Would he have agreed with her assessments of him?

Would he have wished to be remembered in this manner?

As I write these words, I consider their folly

He could not possibly know or care about how others felt about him once he was dead.

Is there life after death?

Do our souls live beyond our bodies?

I have neither opinion nor hope that there is more than my perception of this moment.

My attitude toward an afterlife is similar to that of the existence of God.

I can neither prove nor disapprove that either an afterlife or God exist.

I choose to focus on that of which I am certain.

Did Virginia reveal to Arnold how she felt about him while he was awhile?

Did she admit her feelings to anyone other than her private diary?

Above: English writer Arnold Bennett (1867 – 1931)

If we spent more time expressing our love for those who live rather than regret the absence of this expression after our loved ones have died then perhaps each and every one of us would feel a reason to live our lives joyfully and abundantly.

The fact is in the end we all become stories.

Ashes to ashes and dust to dust.

But also words to words.

Writing doesn’t get much more meaningful than the revelation of a person’s life and their meaning to us in the stories we tell about them.

There’s nothing quite so moving that truly captures and honors the spirit of the deceased.

.Stories that are unafraid to let the person’s personality shine.

Craft your own obituary –– in advance.

Write your own legacy.

Write your own story.

When we connect with the idea that life is not limitless, we realize that we need to make the most out of our time.

This exercise will help you live your life the way you want to be remembered.

You can also use the obituary exercise to uncover your purpose.

Writing your own obituary is a very straightforward exercise. 

This activity is about reconnecting with what really matters to us.

Usually, when people get closer to their death, they begin to worry about what they didn’t achieve and what they do with the time that’s left.

The purpose of this obituary exercise is to uncover what’s really important to you –– hopefully, long before your end.

Use it as a guiding principle for your life. 

Live the way you want to be remembered. 

Don’t let others choose the words of your obituary. 

Let your acts and legacy pen it instead.

Start by writing your name the way you’d like it to look on your tombstone.

In one line, how did you make the world a better place? 

Be concise.

The more focused, the more honest you’ll be with yourself.

Write down how people will remember you. 

Avoid pompous language.

Stick to the tone and words that regular people would use — especially those who know you well.

The why is essential (once again, you don’t need the full laundry list).

This part requires more introspection. 

Look yourself into the mirror and answer this unfiltered:

Who was the real you?

Not your masks or costumes, not your job or titles or roles.

What was your essence?

What made you unique?

Saying ‘yes’ is easy. 

What we say ‘no’ to defines who we really are.

Which was in your case?

What were the ‘temptations’ distractions, or possibilities that you said ‘no’ to because they would derail you from achieving your goals?

Who will miss you the most? 

This seems easy, but it’s not.

The answer is not about what you wish, but trying to understand who will really miss you.

A lot of people (hopefully) will for sure.

But who were those people to whom you meant something special?

Once again, avoid judging yourself.

Being honest is what makes this exercise meaningful.

    Now it’s time to be creative. 

    Now it’s time to bring your epitaph to life.

    Write down in one or two paragraphs the words that you would love someone to say about you once you departed.

    This is the most critical part of the exercise.

    Connect with your true essence, not your vanity.

      Go ahead and craft yours.

      Share your thoughts.

      What did you learn about yourself by doing this exercise?

      How would you define your relationship with death?

      Great endings make us remember a movie forever.

      In our lives, we avoid writing that last episode.

      We celebrate life.

      But death feels dark and sad.

      As the great philosopher Thomas Nagel asks:

      If death is the permanent end of our existence, is it evil?

      Literature has played an influential role in portraying death as something evil  —  because it deprives us of life.

      But as Nagel explains, in the case of death, there’s no subject to suffer harm.

      As long as a person exists, he has not yet died. 

      Once he dies, he no longer exists.

      Thus, there’s no evil that death can cause that person.

      Above: American philosopher Thomas Nagel

      You might think this is too rational.

      Or that it lacks compassion to those who lost their loved ones.

      But, that is the paradox of death:

      Those who mourn the dead are alive.

      We can either hold onto sadness or turn that loss into something meaningful.

      One of my friends passed away last year.

      Losing a friend hurts deeply.

      But it’s irreversible.

      When I miss him, I feel sad, but it also reminds me to celebrate life.

      He deserves that respect.

      I’m not just saying, “seize the day”.

      Live your life with a purpose. 

      Instead of trying to hold onto life forever, embrace its ephemerality.

      What if we see life as a preparation for dying?

      When death knocks on your door, be ready to leave.

      Live without regrets.

      When you stop portraying death as evil, you’ll start enjoying living.

      Western civilization fears death.

      That’s because we’ve been taught to hold on to things.

      In our material world, life has become a possession too.

      And we cannot let go of it.

      Interestingly enough, when someone dies, even the most religious folks feel sad.

      We hold onto life as a material property, thus blinding our spiritual beliefs.

      Let go of living.

      It is not a possession.

      You can’t control how long you live.

      But you manage how you will live in what time remains.

      Come to terms with death.

      Being afraid of death won’t let you make the most of your life.

      Analysis of death is not for the sake of becoming fearful but to appreciate this precious lifetime.”

      (Dalai Lama)

      Above: Tenzin Gyatso, 14th Dalai Lama

      When we fear death, we stop living.

      We like to feel invincible or immortal for that matter.

      But not thinking about death won’t make your life last forever. 

      It takes guts to confront this vulnerable truth:

      The only sure thing is how uncertain life is.

      We avoid thinking about death, yet we fear it in silence.

      Keeping the “What if I die tomorrow?” question present will free you from that worry that exists at a subconscious level.

      Imagine you have 10 minutes to live, what would you do?

      And ten days?

      And ten months?

      And ten years?

      And the rest of your life?

      We take time for granted.

      But when the end is around the corner, we regret our assumptions. 

      Some folks feel guilty for what they haven’t done (e.g., not saying“I love you” or “sorry” more often).

      Some people get anxious about finishing (or starting) their most valuable project.

      Everyone agrees that they want to spend their last 10 minutes with their close family.

      The premise of confronting our (future) death is a powerful reflection on how we are living.

      The purpose of this exercise is to stop taking life for granted. 

      Live as if you were going to die tomorrow.

      Adding a sense of urgency to your life makes you focus on what really matters.

      Spend your energy doing something worthy of your time on Earth.

      Buddhism promotes meditating on death and dying as a way to embrace it and prepare in advance.

      Most people find this idea absurd.

      But ignoring your worries won’t make ‘death’ disappear.

      Life is too short.

      Death can happen anytime.

      You don’t know when.

      As we get older, we know we don’t have much time left.

      So, the time goes fast.

      Death’s going to happen sooner or later.

      Death is both inevitable and uncertain.

      We know it will happen, but we don’t know when. 

      Our human body — our whole existence — is very fragile.

      Spiritual practice can train our mind to accept that truth instead of being in denial.

      Live as if you were to die tomorrow.

      Learn as if you were to live forever. “ 

      (Mahatma Gandhi)

      Above: Indian political activist Mahatma Gandhi (1869 – 1948)

      Live the way you want to be remembered.

      Don’t let others choose the words of your obituary.

      Let your acts and legacy pen it instead.

      Writing your own obituary is not easy.

      Thinking about your death is moving.

      But it’s a great path to reconnect with the imprint you want to leave once you say goodbye for the last time.

      Go on.

      Write your own obituary.

      Don’t take yourself too seriously.

      If you are humorous, let your epitaph be fun also.

      Go ahead, and do yours.

      Share your thoughts.

      What did you learn about yourself by doing this exercise?

      How would you define your relationship with death?

      Thinking about your death may be particularly difficult.

      Death is a natural part of life, but most of us live in a death-denying bubble.

      We find it difficult to contemplate our own death and fear for the death of loved ones.

      Put aside your fears for a few minutes.

      Imagine that you will die within one year and answer the following prompts:

      • The first person I would tell is….
      • There are several things I would do during the one year. They include…

      Have you considered doing any of these things even if you are in good health now?

      You are alive NOW.

      Act NOW.

      While you still can.

      Sources

      • The Assassin’s Cloak, edited by Irene and Alan Taylor
      • Pearl, The Gawain Poet
      • Metamorphoses, Ovid
      • Writing Your Legacy, Richard Campbell and Cheryl Svennson

      Addressed to (k)no(w) one

      Eskişehir, Türkiye

      Wednesday 27 March 2024

      ADDRESSED TO A CERTAIN NOBODY

      Poland Street, London, 27 March 1768

      To have some account of my thoughts, manners, acquaintances and actions, when the hour arrives in which time is more nimble than memory, is the reason which induces me to keep a Journal.

      A Journal in which I must confess my every thought, must open my whole heart!

      But a thing of this kind ought to be addressed to somebody – I must imagine myself to be talking – talking to the most intimate of friends – to one in whom I should take delight in confiding and remorse in concealment – but who must this friend be?

      To make choice of one in whom I can but half rely, would be to frustrate entirely the intention of my plan.

      The only one I could wholly, totally confide in, lives in the same house with me, and not only never has, but never will, leave me one secret to tell.

      To whom, then, must I dedicate my wonderful, surprising and interesting adventures?

      To whom dare I reveal my private opinion of nearest relations?

      My secret thoughts of my dearest friends?

      My own hopes, fears, reflections and dislikes?

      Nobody?

      To Nobody, then, will I write my Journal!

      Since to Nobody can I be wholly unreserved – to Nobody can I reveal every thought, every wish of my heart, with the most unlimited confidence, the most unremitting sincerity to the end of my life!

      For what chance, what accident can end my connections with Nobody?

      No secret can I conceal from Nobody and to Nobody can I be ever unreserved.

      Disagreements cannot stop our affection.

      Time itself has no power to end our friendship.

      The love, the esteem I entertain for Nobody.

      Nobody does not have the power to destroy.

      From Nobody I have nothing to fear, the secrets sacred to friendship.

      Nobody will not reveal when the affair is doubtful. Nobody will not look towards the side least favourable.

      I will suppose you, Nobody, then, to be my best friend, (though God forbid you ever should!) my dearest companion – and a romantic, for mere oddity may perhaps be more sincere – more tender – than if you were a friend in propria persona – in as much as imagination often extends reality.

      In your breast my errors may create pity without exciting contempt, may raise your compassion without eradicating your love. From this moent, then, my dear – but why, permit me to ask, must you be made Nobody?

      Ah, my dear, what were this world good for were Nobody real?

      And now I have done with preambulation.

      (Fanny Burney)

      Above: Frances Burney (aka Fanny Burney) (1752 – 1840)

      Who knows my secret broken bone?
      Who feels my flesh when I am gone?
      Who was a witness to the dream?
      Who kissed my eyes and saw the scream
      Lying there?
      Nobody

      Who is my reason to begin?
      Who plows the earth, who breaks the skin?
      Who took my two hands and made them four?
      Who is my heart, who is my door?
      Nobody

      Nobody but you, girl
      Nobody but you
      Nobody in this whole wide world
      Nobody

      Who makes the bed that can’t be made?
      Who is my mirror, who is my blade?
      When I am rising like a flood
      Who feels the pounding in my blood?
      Nobody

      Nobody but you
      Nobody but you, girl
      Nobody in this whole wide world
      Nobody, girl
      Nobody

      Nobody but you
      Nobody but you
      Nobody in this whole wide world
      Nobody, nobody
      Nobody

      (Paul Simon, One Trick Pony, 1980)

      The Scottish poet William Soutar wrote:

      A diary is like drink, we tend to indulge in it over often.

      It becomes a habit which would ever seduce us to say more than we have the experimental qualifications to state.”

      It must be said that Soutar, bedridden with a wasting illness, was a special case.

      Trapped from a young age in a small room in his parents’ house in Perth, his view of the world circumscribed by the size of his window.

      Above: Perth, Scotland

      He was, in effect, a prisoner.

      His diary was his constant companion, a visitor who never went away.

      Thus the temptatıon to overindulge.

      Above: Bust of William Soutar (1898 – 1943)

      For many people, however, a diary is like a reproach, a perpetual reminder of our lack of discipline, absence of application, weakness of resolve.

      How many diaries, started in the first flush of a New Year, peter out even before the memort of the annual hangover?

      We open the pristine book with enthusiasm but after a few days what had been a torrent turns into a drip.

      Soon, whole weeks go by unremarked, blank page followed by blank page.

      Humdrum life intrudes and the compulsion to memorialize in print evapoarates.

      There are few things quite as capable of inducing guilt as an empty diary.

      Soutar, his life cruelly condemned, came to depend on his diary.

      It was his friend, crutch, confidant, shrink, father confessor, mirror of himself, for a diary is the most flexible and intimate of literary forms.

      Diaries have been kept by everyone, from the barely literate to the leaders of men and women, from serial killers to conmen, kitchen maids to all-conquering heroes, children and nonagenarians, tinkers, tailors, soldiers and spies.

      Some diarists are chroniclers of the everyday.

      Others have kept their books only in special times – over the course of a trip or during a crisis.

      Some have used them to record journeys of the soul, plan the art of the future, confess the sins of the flesh, lecture the world from beyond the grave.

      And some of them, prisoners and invalids, have used them not so much to record lives as create them, their diaries being the only world in which they could fully live.

      Into the last category falls William Soutar, who but for his diary and a few verses in Scots for children – would now be forgotten.

      Though he began keeping a diary in 1917, when he was 19 years old and serving in the Atlantic with the Navy, it comprised little more than brief notes of appointments and books read.

      His diary took on a fresh complexion, however, after February 1929, when he fell ill with pneumonia.

      His right leg became increasingly disabled.

      In hindsight, the prescribed treatment seems medieval.

      Weights were put on the leg to counteract muscle contraction.

      When this failed, the only hope was surgery.

      In May 1930, Soutar was operated on, paraphrasing Milton as he went to his fate:

      This is the day and the happy morn.

      At 0930 got morphine and atropine injection.

      Off to theatre – sine crepuscula toga – at 10 a.m.

      Never saw actual theatre – elderly doctor chloroformed me in the “green room”.

      Woke up again at 11:20 or so.

      Wasn’t sick.

      Not an extra lot of reaction.

      Plaster of Paris troubling me more than the leg – nasty nobbly part at back – can’t be comfortable.

      Above: English poet John Milton (1608 – 1674)

      The operation was unsuccessful but the stoical philosophical Soutar gives little indication of despair, of the hopelessness of his plight.

      Soutar’s main interest was not his own invalidism but the general human situation.

      On occasion, he fletfrustrated and sorry for himself but more often he managed to transcend his illness, setting himself goals – reading the Encyclopaedia Britannica, for example – and pursuing his ambitions.

      Due to his unusual circumstances, the world had to come to him, rather than the other way around.

      But unlike many other diarists who are consumed with themselves, egocentrics who seem to live only inside their heads and are obsessed with their own troubles, Soutar managed to transcend the self and entered an elevated state of being.

      Just a month before he died in October 1943, he wrote:

      The true diary is one, therefore, in which the diarist is, in the main, communing with himself, conversing openly and without pose, so that trifles will not be absent, not the intimate and little confessions and resolutions which, if voiced at all, must be voiced in such a private confessional as this.

      Above: William Soutar Trail, Perth, Scotland

      When, truly, is a diary a diary?

      What is the difference between a diary and journal or, for that matter, a log or a notebook?

      Dictionary definitions are not much help.

      A diary is “a daily record of events, transactions, thoughts, etc., especially ones involving the writer.”

      A journal, on the other hand, is defined thus:

      A personal record of events or matters of interest, written up every day or as events occur, usually in ore detail than a diary.”

      It is a fine distinction and one which individual writers seem blithely to ignore.

      In his Devil’s Dictionary, Ambrose Bierce wrote:

      Diary: a daily record of that part of one’s life which he can relate to himself without blushing.”

      Above: American writer Ambrose Bierce (1842 – 1914)

      Oscar Wilde, however, went a step further:

      I never travel without my diary.

      One should always have something sensational to read in the train.

      Above: Irish writer Oscar Wilde (1854 – 1900)

      For others, though, a diary serves more prosaic purposes.

      If a man has no constant lover who shares his soul as well as his body he must have a diary – a poor substitute, but better than nothing.“, mused James Lees-Milne.

      Above: English writer James Lees-Milne (1908 – 1997)

      More often or not, writers question why they do or do not keep a diary:

      The Reverend Francis Kilvert asked:

      Why do I keep this voluminous journal?

      I can hardly tell.

      Partly because life appears to me such a curious and wonderful thing that it almost seems a pity that even such a humble and uneventful life as mine should pass altogether away without some such record as this, and partly too because I thnk the record may amuse and interest some who come after me.”

      Above: English diarist Robert Francis Kilvert (1840 – 1879)

      Sir Walter Scott deemed not keeping a diary one of the regrets of his life.

      Above: Scottish writer Walter Scott (1771 – 1832)

      But perhaps one of the most curious comments on diary-keeping came from A.A. Milne when he remarked in 1919:

      I suppose this is the reason why diaries are so rarely kept nowadays – that nothing ever happens to anybody.

      Above: English writer Alan Alexander Milne (1882 – 1956)

      The idea that diaries are not only worth keeping when great events are in train is hardly worthy of examination.

      The human condition is such that there is always something happening somewhere, whether personally or politically, parochially or on the international stage.

      The most durable diarists have not always been those who mix in high society or are connected with the great and the good and have the opportunity to peek through the keyhole as momentous events unfold.

      The best diaries are those in which the voice of the individual comes through untainted by self-censorship or a desire to please.

      First and foremost, the diarist must write for himself.

      Those who do not, who are invariably looking towards publication and public recognition, invariably strike a phoney note.

      The first real diarist was Samuel Pepys, who may not have patented the form but was certainly instrumental in its development.

      Pepys’ naive enthusiasm for self-reckoning has been echoed by diarists down the decades.

      Life, unvarnished and uncensored, is what Pepys’ diary such a constant source of wonder.

      In every entry, Pepys reveals something of his true self, from his disquiet at discovering that the food he had been served at a friend’s house was rotten to his views on Shakespeare and his unalloyed and unequivocal delight at coming into a legacy.

      Above: English diarist Samuel Pepys (1633 – 1703)

      A diary, at least to begin with, is not a daunting prospect, like an epic poem or a play or a novel.

      There is no imperative to publish or show anyone how it is progressing.

      You don’t need to do any research or check facts.

      Entries can be long or short, factual or inaccurate, real or imagined.

      Though diarists, invariably, attempt to keep up a daily routine they just as invariably fail.

      Life has its insidious way of interrupting the flow.

      Some diarists take this in their stride while it throws others into a spin, as if they had forgotten to turn up for a dinner party or missed a job interview.

      Time after time one comes across diarists chastising themselves for their laziness, their inconstancy, their lack of fidelity to a diary which they address as they might address a lover.

      For communion with a diary is unlike any other literary activity.

      Once a diarist, always a diarist, it seems.

      A diary becomes part of a diarist’s routine, an integral part of his household, a member of the family which needs to be nurtured like a baby or a pet kitten.

      Neglect is conspicuous but it need not be harmful, for silence has its own eloquence.

      While many diarists write entries daily, as if brushing their teeth, others let weeks and months go by without so much as writing a few lines.

      Some diarists write during times of emotional and financial crisis, others when they are at their most happy and socially active.

      Evelyn Waugh, one of the great 20th century diarists, kept a diary for diverse reasons:

      Fading memory and a senile itch to write to the Times on all topics have determined me to keep irregular notes of what passes through my mind.”

      Waugh, in common with most diarists, wrote with no intention of seeing his diary in the public domain.

      He wrote privately and did not tell many of his friends that he kept a diary.

      Even his wife did not know.

      Though not by nature furtive, he seemed to want to keep his diaries to himself.

      Why?

      No one knows.

      Above: English writer Arthur Evelyn St. John Waugh (1903 – 1966) 

      Each diarist is an individual describing his life, for which he needs make no excuses.

      Curiosity is not the least of the attractions of reading a diary.

      Until the ğresent age, when it is possible if one is so inclined to view every moment of complete strangers’ lives via the Internet, a diary was the closest one could get to understanding the way people lived and thought.

      Without the commonplace and the trivial the best diaries would be bereft of much that makes them compelling and enduringly fascinating.

      That which many people might not deem worth recording sheds the most brilliant light on the diarist’s character or illuminates the times in which he lived.

      Often, one is struck by the ability of great diarists to combine in a single entry news either momentous or terrifying, or both, with some minor observations or irritation of everyday life.

      It is in a diary that our private world imperceptibly merges with the cataclysmic events which make headlines in every language.

      All human life is here.

      The diarist is a genre to which it is impossible to ascribe formulas and standards.

      Ultimately, any attempt at definition is defeated by the diarists themselves who are the most singular of species.

      More than any other branch of literature, diaries revel in otherness.

      Like a chameleon, a diary can change in colour to suit the mood of its keeper.

      It can be whatever the diarist wants it to be.

      Franz Kafka used his to pour out his angst and limber up for his novels and short stories.

      Above: Bohemian writer Franz Kafka (1883 – 1924)

      Dorothy Wordsworth brought her botanical eye to the landscape of the Lake District, providing rich source material which her brother William mined for his poetry.

      Above: English writer Dorothy Wordsworth (1771 – 1855)

      Virginia Woolf spoke to hers as she might to an intimate friend, in so doing etching a portrait of the artist on the edge of the abyss.

      Above: English writer Adeline Virginia Woolf (1882 – 1941)

      All contributed to the mosaic that is life, but one keeps coming back to William Soutar, lyıng on his back in bed as his health evaporated.

      His diary is an inspiration.

      It may be the work of a dying man but he lived for the moment.

      Soutar sagely realized better than most the ambiguous potential of a diary, imbued as it inevitably is with secrecy and all it implies.

      A diary may be like drink, but it is also only as reliable as the diarist.

      Not only can it persuade us to betray the self, “it tempts us to betray our fellows also, becoming thereby an alter ego sharing with us the denigrations which we would be ashamed of voicing aloud.

      A diary is an assassin’s cloak which we wear when we stab a comrade in the back with a pen.

      And here is the diary proving its culpability to its own harm –

      For how much on this page is true to the others?

      Above: Pavement poem (William Soutar) Writers Museum, Edinburgh, Scotland

      Write what you know” might be the single most uttered writing maxim.

      Most fiction is full of an author’s story, whether real life is cast through a fictional lens or in the themes, motifs and conflicts that preoccupy the writer.

      Aristotle said that the secret to moving the passions in others is to be moved oneself.

      Above: Bust of the Greek philosopher Aristotle (384 – 322 BC)

      Moving oneself is made possible by bringing to the fore the visions and experiences of one’s life.

      Write what you know” does not instruct you to put your life directly on the page, but rather to take the rich mulch of your experience and let stories grow from it in other forms.

      As Saul Bellow said:

      Fiction is the higher autobiography.

      Above: Canadian- American writer Saul Bellow (né Solomon Bellows) (1915 – 2005) was a Canadian–American writer

      Writing what you know becomes something like a pilgrimage, a chase scene, a dreamscape, a meditation and a scientific experiment all in one.

      Don’t shortchange your experiences.

      You have a rich life to draw on in your writing.

      We have all felt a deep range of emotions, emotions that we can amplify with our imaginations to infuse our stories with the deep truths of life.

      Write who you are.

      Write what you know.

      Write what you need to know.

      A diary is a way to explore who you are.

      Just keep writing.

      He’s a real nowhere man
      Sitting in his nowhere land
      Making all his nowhere plans for nobody

      Doesn’t have a point of view
      Knows not where he’s going to
      Isn’t he a bit like you and me?
      Nowhere man please listen
      You don’t know what you’re missing
      Nowhere man, the world is at your command

      He’s as blind as he can be
      Just sees what he wants to see
      Nowhere man, can you see me at all
      Nowhere man don’t worry
      Take your time, don’t hurry
      Leave it all ’til somebody else
      Lends you a hand
      Ah, la, la, la, la

      Doesn’t have a point of view
      Knows not where he’s going to
      Isn’t he a bit like you and me?
      Nowhere man please listen
      You don’t know what you’re missing
      Nowhere man, The world is at your command
      Ah, la, la, la, la

      He’s a real nowhere man
      Sitting in his nowhere land
      Making all his nowhere plans for nobody
      Making all his nowhere plans for nobody
      Making all his nowhere plans for nobody

      (The Beatles, Rubber Soul, 1966)

      Sources

      • Nobody“, One Trick Pony, Paul Simon, 1980
      • Nowhere Man“, Rubber Soul, The Beatles, 1966
      • Pep Talks for Writers, Grant Faulkner
      • The Assassin’s Cloak: An Anthology of the World’s Greatest Diarists, edited by Irene and Alan Taylor

      Purple reign

      Eskişehir, Türkiye

      Tuesday 26 March 2024

      On to “the Daily Express” office about books.

      I see an intolerable man who treats me and literature as if they were dirt.

      I am so depressed by the squalor of this interview that I return home in a nerve storm.

      To make it worse, I am sent out to represent “the Standard” at the Knights of the Round Table dinner.

      There is no seat for me and I creep away in dismay and humiliation.

      I never foresaw that writing for the Press would be actually so degrading.

      What I dread is that I might get to like it:

      The moment I cease to be unhappy about it will be the moment when my soul has finally been killed.”

      (26 March 1930, Harold Nicolson)

      Above: British politician / diarist Harold Nicolson (1886 – 1968)

      Lack of tolerance, poor treatment, humiliation, degradation, dread, unhappiness.

      Nicolson wanted dignity and felt that the desire for that dignity being denied was soul-crippling.

      Today is Purple Day and it is the question of dignity that led to the formation of this event.

      Purple Day is a global grassroots event that was formed with the intention to increase worldwide awareness of epilepsy, and to dispel common myths and fears of this neurological disorder.

      Further intentions of this movement are to reduce the social stigma commonly endured by many individuals afflicted with the condition, to provide assurance and advocacy to those living with epilepsy, and to encourage individuals living with the condition to take action in their communities to achieve these aims.

      The day occurs and is celebrated annually on 26 March.

      The concept of PURPLE (People everywhere are Understanding the Reality for People Living with Epilepsy) Day was initiated by a 9-year-old Canadian named Cassidy Megan, motivated by her own struggle with epilepsy.

      People across the globe are set to color-cordinate today in honor of Purple Day, the international day for epilepsy awareness.

      Purple Day aims to dispel myths surrounding epilepsy, a condition of the brain that affects 50 million people worldwide

      Cassidy Megan founded the event in 2008 following her own battles with epilepsy after she was diagnosed at age 7.

      The Anita Kaufmann Foundation and the Epilepsy Association of Nova Scotia joined forces in 2009 and helped launch Purple Day internationally.

      Above: Cassidy Megan

      It is estimated that over 2.2 million Americans live with epilepsy today.

      Celebrities who were or have been affected by the condition include actor Danny Glover , former US President Theodore Roosevelt and rapper Lil Wayne.

      Above: A still image of a generalized seizure

      It has been hypothesized by scholars that Socrates (470 – 399 BC) had a mild case of temporal lobe epilepsy without secondary generalization, due to some of his enigmatic remarks and behaviors.

      Scholars investigated the possibility of underlying epilepsy in Socrates by analyzing pathographic evidence in ancient literature from the viewpoint of the current understanding of seizure semiology.

      Above: Bust of Socrates, University of Western Australia

      Based on remarks by Plutarch (46 – 119), Julius Caesar (100 – 44 BC) is sometimes thought to have suffered from epilepsy.

      Modern scholarship is sharply divided on the subject.

      Some scholars believe that he was plagued by malaria, particularly during the Sullan proscriptions of the 80s BC. 

      Other scholars contend his epileptic seizures were due to a parasitic infection in the brain by a tapeworm.

      Caesar had four documented episodes of what may have been complex partial seizures.

      He may additionally have had absence seizures in his youth.

      The earliest accounts of these seizures were made by the biographer Suetonius (69 – 122), who was born after Caesar died.

      The claim of epilepsy is countered among some medical historians by a claim of hypoglycemia, which can cause epileptoid seizures.

      Above: Bust of Julius Caesar

      Joan of Arc (1412 – 1431) may have had a type of epilepsy that affects the part of the brain responsible for hearing, or idiopathic partial epilepsy with auditory features.

      (“Idiopathic” means that the epilepsy likely has a genetic cause, and “partial” means that the epilepsy affects only one area of the brain).

      Several aspects of Joan’s symptoms, which have been detailed in historical accounts, help support this diagnosis.

      Above: Jeanne d’Arc (Joan of Arc)

      In 1775, future US President James Madison (1751 – 1836) attended a militia drill and suddenly collapsed without warning.

      Madison’s collapse at age 24 has been referred to as an “absence seizure” because the victim appears to momentarily be elsewhere.

      These seizures, a form of epilepsy also known as “petit mal” (from the French word for “little illness”) usually are brief, often less than 15 seconds and barely noticeable, in contrast to other seizure disorders.

      Above: James Madison

      The evidence shows that Napoleon Bonaparte (1769 – 1821) had both psychogenic and epileptic attacks.

      The psychogenic attacks were likely related to the tremendous stress in his life.

      The epileptic seizures were the result of chronic uremia from a severe urethral stricture caused by gonorrhea that was transmitted from his wife, Empress Josephine (1796 – 1810).

      Above: French Emperor Napoleon I

      Edgar Allan Poe (1809 – 1849), one of the most celebrated of American storytellers, lived through and wrote descriptions of episodic unconsciousness, confusion and paranoia.

      These symptoms have been attributed to alcohol or drug abuse but also could represent complex partial seizures, prolonged postictal states, or postictal psychosis.

      Complex partial seizures were not well described in Poe’s time, which could explain a misdiagnosis.

      Alternatively, he may have suffered from complex partial epilepsy that was complicated or caused by substance abuse.

      Above: Edgar Allan Poe

      English novelist Charles Dickens (1812 – 1870) is thought to have suffered from epilepsy as a child and possibly throughout his life.

      Several of his characters – including Monks in Oliver Twist, Guster in Bleak House and Bradley Headstone in Our Mutual Friend – experience “fits” resembling epileptic seizures.

      Modern doctors have observed that Dickens described “the falling sickness”, as it was then known, with incredible medical accuracy.

      Above: Charles Dickens

      When American social activist Harriet Tubman (1822 – 1913) was a teenager, she acquired a traumatic brain injury when a slave owner struck her in the head.

      This resulted in her developing epileptic seizures and hypersomnia.

      She did not let her disability keep her or those around her enslaved.

      Tubman is a prominent figure and was not afraid to be a leader as an African American, a woman and a person with a disability.

      Above: Harriet Tubman

      A sickly child with debilitating asthma, Theodore Roosevelt (1858 – 1919) overcame his health problems by embracing a strenous lifestyle.

      He integrated his exuberant personality and a vast range of interests and achievements into a “cowboy” persona defined by robust masculinity.

      He was home-schooled and began a lifelong naturalist avocation.

      Roosevelt’s youth was largely shaped by his poor health and debilitating asthma.

      He repeatedly experienced sudden nighttime asthma attacks that caused the experience of being smothered to death, which terrified both Theodore and his parents.

      Doctors had no cure. 

      Nevertheless, he was energetic and mischievously inquisitive. 

      His lifelong interest in zoology began at age seven.

      Hiking with his family in the Alps in 1869, Roosevelt discovered the benefits of physical exertion to minimize his asthma and bolster his spirits.

      Roosevelt began a heavy regimen of exercise.

      After being manhandled by two older boys on a camping trip, he found a boxing coach to teach him to fight and strengthen his body.

      Throughout his life, Roosevelt suffered from epilepsy and was prone to epileptic seizures, but that did not hold him from his convictions.

      Upon the end of the Spanish-American War, he was elected Governor of New York in 1898.

      Named as Vice President under President McKinley’s re-election in 1901, he assumed the Presidency at age 42 after McKinley was assassinated.

      Above: Theodore Roosevelt

      When US Chief Justice John Roberts experienced the second seizure of his life on 30 July 2007, he may have become, in medical terms, an epileptic.

      Doctors classify anyone who has experienced two or more unexplained seizures as having epilepsy.

      His seizure, as well as an earlier episode that occurred 14 years ago, were “benign idiopathic”, meaning that their cause is unknown.

      The diagnosis of epilepsy, say experts, may not necessarily mean that Roberts will have to take anti-seizure medication, which can control the electrical activity of the brain, or have to be concerned that future events will impair his ability to function on the Supreme Court.

      Above: John Roberts

      World-famous singer Prince (1958 – 2016) was quoted speaking about his epilepsy:

      I’ve never spoken about this before, but I was born epileptic and I used to have seizures when I was young,” he told US talk-show host Tavis Smiley.

      And my mother and father didn’t know what to do or how to handle it, but they did the best they could with what little they had.

      Above: Prince Rogers Nelson

      The Academy Award-winning actor Danny Glover struggled with epilepsy and seizures as a child.

      Like many people with epilepsy, he outgrew the disorder.

      Glover attributes part of his success to being able to recognize the warning signs of seizures after his first one at the age of 15.

      He said:

      Eventually, I could recognize it happening.

      Each time I got a bit stronger and the symptoms began to diminish to the point where I was ready to go on stage.”

      Above: Danny Glover

      Prior to his sophomore football season, Jason Snelling was diagnosed with epilepsy which caused him to take a medical redshirt during that season.

      His rushing average is still the 5th best on the all-time rushing list at Virginia.

      Off the field, Jason continues to very active in the Epilepsy Foundation both locally and nationally.

      In 2013, he participated in a national epilepsy walk in Washington, DC and supports their biggest fundraiser of the year, Taste of Love, as well as participates in the Magnolia Run to benefit that worthy cause.

      Above: Jason Snelling

      American rapper Lil Wayne, real name Dwayne Michael Carter Jr, suffers from epilepsy and has been hospitalized a number of times in recent years as a result of seizures.

      He stated that:

      This isn’t my first, second, third, fourth, fifth, sixth, seventh seizure.

      I’ve had a bunch of seizures, y’all just never hear about them.

      Above: Lil Wayne

      The condition is characterized by recurrent seizures.

      It is one of the most common neurological disorders.

      An onset of epilepsy can occur at any age, although more often it occurs in childhood or late in life.

      Seizures can happen at any time, but in more than half of cases they can be controlled with medication.

      Epilepsy is a group of non-communicable neurological disorders characterized by recurrent epileptic seizures. 

      An epileptic seizure is the clinical manifestation of an abnormal, excessive, and synchronized electrical discharge in the brain cells called neurons

      The occurrence of two or more unprovoked seizures defines epilepsy.

      The occurrence of just one seizure may warrant the definition (set out by the International League Against Epilepsy) in a more clinical usage where recurrence may be able to be prejudged. 

      Epileptic seizures can vary from brief and nearly undetectable periods to long periods of vigorous shaking due to abnormal electrical activity in the brain.

      These episodes can result in physical injuries, either directly such as broken bones or through causing accidents. 

      In epilepsy, seizures tend to recur and may have no detectable underlying cause. 

      Isolated seizures that are provoked by a specific cause such as poisoning are not deemed to represent epilepsy. 

      People with epilepsy may be treated differently in various areas of the world and experience varying degrees of social stigma due to the alarming nature of their symptoms.

      The underlying mechanism of an epileptic seizure is excessive and abnormal neuronal activity in the cortex of the brain which can be observed in the electroencephalogram (EEG) of an individual.

      The reason this occurs in most cases of epilepsy is unknown (cryptogenic). 

      Some cases occur as the result of brain injury, stroke, brain tumors, infections of the brain, or birth defects through a process known as epileptogenesis

      Known genetic mutations are directly linked to a small proportion of cases. 

      The diagnosis involves ruling out other conditions that might cause similar symptoms, such as fainting, and determining if another cause of seizures is present, such as alcohol withdrawl or electrolyte problems.

      This may be partly done by imagining the brain and performing blood tests.

      Epilepsy can often be confirmed with an EEG, but a normal test does not rule out the condition.

      Epilepsy that occurs as a result of other issues may be preventable. 

      Seizures are controllable with medication in about 69% of cases. 

      Inexpensive anti-seizure medications are often available. 

      In those whose seizures do not respond to medication, surgery, neurostimulation or dietary changes may then be considered.

      Not all cases of epilepsy are lifelong.

      Many people improve to the point that treatment is no longer needed.

      As of 2020, about 50 million people have epilepsy. 

      Nearly 80% of cases occur in the developing world.

      In 2015, it resulted in 125,000 deaths, an increase from 112,000 in 1990. 

      Epilepsy is more common in older people. 

      In the developed world, onset of new cases occurs most frequently in babies and the elderly. 

      In the developing world, onset is more common at the extremes of age – in younger children and in older children and young adults due to differences in the frequency of the underlying causes.

      About 5% – 10% of people will have an unprovoked seizure by the age of 80. 

      The chance of experiencing a second seizure within two years after the first is around 40%. 

      In many areas of the world, those with epilepsy either have restrictions placed on their ability to drive or are not permitted to drive until they are free of seizures for a specific length of time.

      The word epilepsy is from Ancient Greek (ἐπιλαμβάνειν), ‘to seize, possess, or afflict‘.

      The oldest medical records show that epilepsy has been affecting people at least since the beginning of recorded history. 

      Throughout ancient history, the disease was thought to be a spiritual condition.

      The world’s oldest description of an epileptic seizure comes from a text in Akkadian (a language used in ancient Mesopotamia) and was written around 2000 BC. 

      The person described in the text was diagnosed as being under the influence of a moon god, and underwent an exorcism.

      Epileptic seizures are listed in the Code of Hammurabi (1790 BC) as reason for which a purchased slave may be returned for a refund.

      The Edwin Smith Papyrus (1700 BC) describes cases of individuals with epileptic convulsions.

      The oldest known detailed record of the disease itself is in the Sakikku, a Babylonian cuneiform medical text from 1046 BC.

      This text gives signs and symptoms, details treatment and likely outcomes, and describes many features of the different seizure types. 

      As the Babylonians had no biomedical understanding of the nature of disease, they attributed the seizures to possession by evil spirits and called for treating the condition through spiritual means.

      Around 900 BC, Punarvasnu Atreya described epilepsy as loss of consciousness

      This definition was carried forward into the Ayurvedic text of Charaka Samhita (400 BC).

      The ancient Greeks had contradictory views of the disease.

      They thought of epilepsy as a form of spiritual possession, but also associated the condition with genius and the divine.

      One of the names they gave to it was the sacred disease (Ancient Greek: ἠ ἱερὰ νόσος). 

      Epilepsy appears within Greek mythology:

      It is associated with the Moon goddesses Selene and Artemis, who afflicted those who upset them.

      Above: Bust of Selene

      Above: Statue of Artemis

      The Greeks thought that important figures such as Julius Caesar and Hercules had the disease. 

      Above: Hercules

      The notable exception to this divine and spiritual view was that of the school of Hippocrates (460 – 370 BC).

      In the 5th century BC, Hippocrates rejected the idea that the disease was caused by spirits.

      In his landmark work On the Sacred Disease, he proposed that epilepsy was not divine in origin and instead was a medically treatable problem originating in the brain. 

      He accused those of attributing a sacred cause to the disease of spreading ignorance through a belief in superstitious magic. 

      Hippocrates proposed that heredity was important as a cause, described worse outcomes if the disease presents at an early age, and made note of the physical characteristics as well as the social shame associated with it. 

      Instead of referring to it as the sacred disease, he used the term great disease, giving rise to the modern term grand mal, used for tonic–clonic seizures. 

      Despite his work detailing the physical origins of the disease, his view was not accepted at the time.

      Evil spirits continued to be blamed until at least the 17th century.

      In Ancient Rome people did not eat or drink with the same pottery as that used by someone who was affected.

      People of the time would spit on their chest believing that this would keep the problem from affecting them. 

      According to Apuleius (124 – 170) and other ancient physicians, to detect epilepsy, it was common to light a piece of gagates (a kind of low grade coal), whose smoke would trigger the seizure.

      Occasionally a spinning potter’s wheel was used, perhaps a reference to photosensitive epilepsy.

      Above: Apuleuis

      In most cultures, persons with epilepsy have been stigmatized, shunned, or even imprisoned.

      As late as the second half of the 20th century, in Tanzania and other parts of Africa epilepsy was associated with possession by evil spirits, witchcraft, or poisoning and was believed by many to be contagious. 

      Above: Flag of Tanzania

      In the Salpêtrière (a charitable hospital in Paris), the birthplace of modern neurology, Jean Martin Charcot (1825 – 1893) found people with epilepsy side by side with the mentally ill, those with chronic syphilis and the criminally insane. 

      In Ancient Rome, epilepsy was known as the morbus comitialis (or ‘disease of the assembly hall‘) and was seen as a curse from the gods.

      In northern Italy, epilepsy was traditionally known as Saint Valentine’s malady

      Above: Statue symbolizing the founding of Rome

      In at least the 1840s in the United States, epilepsy was known as the falling sickness or the falling fits, and was considered a form of medical insanity.

      Above: Flag of the United States of America

      Around the same time period, epilepsy was known in France as the haut-mal (‘high evil‘), mal-de terre (‘earthen sickness‘), mal de Saint Jean (‘Saint John’s sickness‘), mal des enfans (‘child sickness‘) and mal-caduc (‘falling sickness‘). 

      Patients of epilepsy in France were also known as tombeurs (‘people who fall‘), due to the seizures and loss of consciousness in an epileptic episode.

      Above: Flag of France

      In the mid-19th century, the first effective anti-seizure medication, bromide, was introduced.

      The first modern treatment, phenobarbital, was developed in 1912, with phenytoin coming into use in 1938.

      Epilepsy can have adverse effects on social and psychological well-being.

      These effects may include social isolation, stigmatization or disability. 

      They may result in lower educational achievement and worse employment outcomes. 

      Learning disabilities are common in those with the condition, and especially among children with epilepsy.

      The stigma of epilepsy can also affect the families of those with the disorder.

      Certain disorders occur more often in people with epilepsy, depending partly on the epilepsy syndrome present.

      These include depression, anxiety, obsessive-compulsive disorder (OCD) and migraines. 

      Attention deficit hyperactivity disorder (ADHD) affects three to five times more children with epilepsy than children without the condition. 

      ADHD and epilepsy have significant consequences on a child’s behavioral, learning and social development.

      Epilepsy is also more common in children with autism.

      Approximately, one-in-three people with epilepsy have a lifetime history of a psychiatric disorder.

      There are believed to be multiple causes for this including pathophysiological changes related to the epilepsy itself as well as adverse experiences related to living with epilepsy (e.g., stigma, discrimination).

      In addition, it is thought that the relationship between epilepsy and psychiatric disorders is not unilateral but rather bi-directional.

      For example, patients with depression have an increased risk for developing new onset epilepsy.

      The presence of comorbid depression or anxiety in patients with epilepsy is associated with a poorer quality of life, increased mortality, increased healthcare use and a worse response to treatment (including surgical). 

      Anxiety disorders and depression may explain more variability in quality of life than seizure type or frequency. 

      There is evidence that both depression and anxiety disorders are underdiagnosed and undertreated in patients with epilepsy.

      Social stigma is commonly experienced, around the world, by those with epilepsy.

      It can affect people economically, socially and culturally. 

      In India and China, epilepsy may be used as justification to deny marriage. 

      Above: Indian wedding

      People in some areas still believe those with epilepsy to be cursed. 

      In parts of Africa, such as Tanzania and Uganda, epilepsy is claimed to be associated with possession by evil spirits, witchcraft, or poisoning and is incorrectly believed by many to be contagious.

      Above: Flag of Uganda

      Before 1971 in the United Kingdom, epilepsy was considered grounds for the annulment of marriage.

      The stigma may result in some people with epilepsy denying that they have ever had seizures.

      Flag of the United Kingdom of Great Britain and Northern Ireland

      Seizures result in direct economic costs of about $1 billion in the United States.

      Epilepsy resulted in economic costs in Europe of around €15.5 billion in 2004. 

      Above: Flag of the European Union

      In India epilepsy is estimated to result in costs of US$1.7 billion or 0.5% of the GDP.

      Above: Flag of India

      It is the cause of about 1% of emergency department visits (2% for emergency departments for children) in the United States.

      Those with epilepsy are at about twice the risk of being involved in a motor vehicular collision and thus in many areas of the world are not allowed to drive or only able to drive if certain conditions are met.

      Diagnostic delay has been suggested to be a cause of some potentially avoidable motor vehicle collisions since at least one study showed that most motor vehicle accidents occurred in those with undiagnosed non-motor seizures as opposed to those with motor seizures at epilepsy onset. 

      In some places physicians are required by law to report if a person has had a seizure to the licensing body while in others the requirement is only that they encourage the person in question to report it himself.

      Countries that require physician reporting include Sweden, Austria, Denmark and Spain.

      Countries that require the individual to report include the UK and New Zealand.

      Physicians may report if they believe the individual has not already.

      In Canada, the United States and Australia the requirements around reporting vary by province or state. 

      If seizures are well controlled most feel allowing driving is reasonable. 

      The amount of time a person must be free from seizures before he can drive varies by country. 

      Many countries require one to three years without seizures. 

      In the United States the time needed without a seizure is determined by each state and is between three months and one year.

      Those with epilepsy or seizures are typically denied a pilot license.

      In Canada if an individual has had no more than one seizure, they may be considered after five years for a limited license if all other testing is normal. 

      Those with febrile seizures and drug related seizures may also be considered.

      Above: Flag of Canada

      In the United States, the Federal Aviation Administration (FAA) does not allow those with epilepsy to get a commercial pilot license. 

      Rarely, exceptions can be made for persons who have had an isolated seizure or febrile seizures and have remained free of seizures into adulthood without medication.

      In the United Kingdom, a full national private pilot license requires the same standards as a professional driver’s license. 

      This requires a period of 10 years without seizures while off medications.

      Those who do not meet this requirement may acquire a restricted license if free from seizures for five years.

      There are organizations that provide support for people and families affected by epilepsy.

      The Out of the Shadows campaign, a joint effort by the World Health Organization (WHO), the International League Against Epilepsy (ILAE) and the International Bureau for Epilepsy (IBE), provides help internationally. 

      In the United States, the Epilepsy Foundation is a national organization that works to increase the acceptance of those with the disorder, their ability to function in society and to promote research for a cure. 

      The Epilepsy Foundation, some hospitals and individuals also run support groups in the United States. 

      In Australia, the Epilepsy Foundation provides support, delivers education and training and funds research for people living with epilepsy.

      Above: Flag of Australia

      International Epilepsy Day (World Epilepsy Day) began in 2015 and occurs on the second Monday in February.

      Purple Day, a different worldwide epilepsy awareness day for epilepsy, was initiated by a 9-year-old Canadian named Cassidy Megan in 2008, and is every year on 26 March.

      The first Purple Day event was held on 26 March 2008.

      It is now known as the Purple Day for Epilepsy campaign.

      The Epilepsy Association of Nova Scotia joined Cassidy and helped to spread awareness of Cassidy’s initiative.

      Canadian Epilepsy Alliance, 1 March 2010

      After two weeks cheering for gold, silver and bronze, 11-year-old Cassidy Megan of Halifax, Nova Scotia is going for purple and inspiring supporters around the world to do the same.

      March is Epilepsy Awareness Month and Cassidy, who lives with epilepsy, created Purple Day for Epilepsy (Purple Day) to increase awareness and dispel myths about one of Canada’s most common neurological disorders.

      Purple Day helps Canadians understand that not all seizures are the same, and that people with epilepsy are ordinary people just like everybody else,” said Cassidy Megan, the founder of Purple Day.

      Purple Day also reminds people living with epilepsy that they aren’t alone.

      That’s why we wear purple, the international colour for epilepsy.

      Epilepsy affects 300,000 people in Canada and 50 million people worldwide, which is more than multiple sclerosis, cerebral palsy, muscular dystrophy and Parkinson’s disease combined.

      Despite its prevalence, epilepsy isn’t well-understood.

      People with epilepsy continue to face social stigma and discrimination.

      When people know more about different kinds of seizures, and how to help someone having a seizure, they immediately become more receptive to seeing the person with epilepsy as an ordinary individual,” said Deirdre Floyd, president of the Epilepsy Association of Nova Scotia, who helped Cassidy bring Purple Day to life.

      Purple Day reminds Canadians that people living with epilepsy need understanding and acceptance, and deserve comprehensive care and access to innovative treatment options to effectively manage their disorder.

      Purple Day increases awareness, reduces stigma and empowers individuals living with epilepsy to take action in their communities.

      Canadians are encouraged to learn more about epilepsy throughout the month of March, culminating with Purple Day on 26 March.

      Fifteen countries will be participating around the world, supporting epilepsy by wearing purple or by getting involved in a Purple Day awareness or fundraising event.

      Providing the public with accurate information about epilepsy is the key to better acceptance of people with the disorder,” said Catherine Sauerwein, a neuropsychologist and president of the Canadian Epilepsy Alliance.

      Demystifying epilepsy is a major step towards improving the quality of life of individuals with epilepsy.

      Member groups of the Canadian Epilepsy Alliance are rolling out Purple Day activities across the country.

      In 2009, the international launch of Purple Day led to the involvement of numerous organizations, schools, businesses, politicians and celebrities worldwide.

      In 2010, Ambassadors of Purple organized grassroots events around the globe, with volunteer Ambassadors working in countries, such as the United States, Mexico, the Netherlands, Australia, Uganda and Kuwait.

      Epilepsy is a group of disorders of the central nervous system, specifically the brain.

      Epilepsy is characterized by recurrent unprovoked seizures and can occur at any age.

      A seizure occurs when the normal electrical balance in the brain is lost.

      The brain’s nerve cells misfire, either firing when they shouldn’t or not firing when they should.

      The type of seizure depends on how many cells fire and which area of the brain is involved.

      A person that has a seizure may experience an alteration in behaviour, consciousness, movement, perception and/or sensation.

      Epilepsy is not contagious.

      It is rarely fatal.

      Purple Day for Epilepsy (Purple Day) is held each year on 26 March and is dedicated to raising awareness about epilepsy by reducing stigma and empowering individuals living with epilepsy to take action in their communities.

      It was named after the internationally recognized colour for epilepsy, lavender.

      In 2009, the New York-based Anita Kaufmann Foundation and Epilepsy Association of Nova Scotia joined to launch Purple Day internationally and increase the involvement of organizations, schools, businesses, politicians and celebrities.

      On 26 March 2009, over 100,000 students, 95 workplaces and 116 politicians participated in Purple Day.

      In March 2009, the official USA Purple Day Party launch was organized by the Anita Kaufmann Foundation. Canadian Paul Shaffer of the Late Show with David Letterman attended the official launch at Dylan’s Candy Bar in New York City.

      Above: Paul Shafer

      In March 2012, Purple Day received Royal Assent and became a legal day for epilepsy awareness in Canada.

      Above: Flag of the Commonwealth of Nations (formerly the British Commonwealth)

      Canadian Epilesy Alliance, 29 January 2012

      An Act representing a day to increase public awareness about epilepsy, Bill C-278, has received Royal Assent and is now a legally recognized day for epilepsy awareness in Canada. 

      The Bill establishes 26 March as Purple Day, a day each year when Canadians wear purple to promote a greater awareness of epilepsy and support the 300,000 Canadians living with the disorder.

      Inspired by Cassidy Megan, Purple Day dispels the myths about epilepsy and helps people living with the disorder understand that they are not alone.

      Hon. Geoff Regan, M.P. for Halifax West, wrote the Private Member’s, Bill C-278 (The Purple Day Act), in late 2008.

      Since then, Bill C-278 has progressed through the necessary steps in the House of Commons and Senate, to become law.

      The swift passing of this Bill is a meaningful show of support for the 300,000 Canadians living with epilepsy and their families,” said Regan.

      I am so grateful that Mr. Regan and Parliament believed in me and Purple Day, and showed the 300,000 Canadians living with epilepsy that they care and that we are not alone,” said Cassidy Megan, Purple Day founder.

      I also want to thank the Epilepsy Association of Nova Scotia and the other member agencies of the Canadian Epilepsy Alliance for helping me make my dream come true.

      Above: Parliament Hill, Ottawa, Ontario, Canada

      According to a survey titled The Impact of Epilepsy on Canadians, conducted in late 2011 by Leger Marketing, many Canadians living with epilepsy experience social isolation, work barriers and relationship issues.

      Over half of the survey respondents (56%) say that restricted independence due to epilepsy is their number one challenge.

      Stigma, discrimination and a lack of awareness about epilepsy is cited by 38% as the number two challenge, along with the impact of the disorder on their social life.

      The third biggest challenge facing Canadians with epilepsy is maintaining employment, with half saying their job choices are restricted, and just under 40% unable to get a job if they disclose their condition.

      On behalf of the Canadian Epilepsy Alliance, I would like to thank Mr. Regan for writing the Private Member’s Bill and Parliament for passing this legislation,” said Deirdre Floyd, Chair of the Purple Day Campaign and Vice-President of the Canadian Epilepsy Alliance.

      To my knowledge, this is the only legislation of its kind in Canada.

      I strongly believe that Purple Day will help to further our national mandate to support public awareness for epilepsy and research for those living with this serious neurological condition.

      In December 2015, electronics retailer Dick Smith arranged a major corporate partnership with Epilepsy Action Australia to support Purple Day in Australia with a A$50,000 cash sponsorship, prizes and exclusive distribution of Purple Day merchandise.

      A week prior to Purple Day celebrations in 2016, Dick Smith was placed in receivership. 

      (Dick Smith Electronics Holdings Limited (1968 – 2016) was an Australian chain of retail stores that sold consumer electronics goods, hobbyist electronic components, and electronic project kits.

      The chain expanded successfully into New Zealand and unsuccessfully into several other countries.

      The company was founded in Sydney in 1968 by Dick Smith and owned by him and his wife until they sold 60% to Woolworths in 1980, and the remaining 40% two years later.

      In 2012, Dick Smith had 263 stores around Australia.

      It also had 62 stores around New Zealand, including 20 in Auckland.

      The company closed all of its stores in 2016, four years after its acquisition by Anchorage Capital Partners, though the Dick Smith brand name continues as an online brand operated by Kogan.com.)

      Later, the Retail Food Group provided a $50,000 donation to match Dick Smith’s previously promised sponsorship.

      (Retail Food Group (Australia) Limited, often abbreviated as RFG, is an ASX-listed company and Australian franchisor based in Robina, Queensland.

      It owns numerous companies including: 

      • Gloria Jean’s Coffee
      • Brumby’s Bakeries 
      • Donut King
      • Michel’s Patisserie
      • Di Bella Coffee
      • The Coffee Guy
      • Café 2U 
      • Pizza Capers 
      • Crust Pizza )

      The Anita Kaufmann Foundation owns the US trademark “Purple Day“, (Reg No. 4,055,0330, dated 15 November 2011).

      The Epilepsy Association of the Maritimes own the Canadian trademark “Purple Day“.

      Cassidy Megan, founder of Purple Day, is sole copywrite owner.

      Supporters are encouraged to wear a purple-coloured item of clothing.

      Purple is the international color for epilepsy.

      Purple symbolizes solitude.

      As aforementioned, the goal of Purple Day is to increase general public awareness, to reduce the social stigma endured by many individuals with the condition, and to empower individuals living with epilepsy to take action in their communities.

      Purple Day is celebrated in Australia to fund various epilepsy support organisations including Epilepsy Australia, Epilepsy Queensland, and the Epilepsy Foundation.

      In 2017, a Guinness World Record was reached during Purple Day by the Anita Kaufmann Foundation for the achievement of the largest ever epilepsy training session.

      Amelia Heathman, The Standard, 26 March 2018

      During the 2018 edition of Purple Day, the Epilepsy Care Alliance called on the technology sector to push further innovations for the treatment for epilepsy.

      The Epilepsy Care Alliance, dedicated to improving the treatment and quality of life of epilepsy suffers is calling on hospitals to consider new technology investments that can improve patient treatment and reduce NHS (National Health Service) cost pressures.

      The Epilepsy Care Alliance, comprised of Poole Hospital NHS Foundation Trust, the University of Kent, System C & Graphnet Care Alliance and Shearwater Systems, says that tech investments into epilepsy treatment could reduce pressure on the NHS by as much as £250 million a year.

      Today (26 March) marks Purple Day, an international day of awareness for epilepsy, a neurological condition that leads to the tendency to have recurrent seizures.

      Up to one in 100 people in the UK are believed to suffer from the condition, causing a total of 1.3 million days in hospital a year.

      It’s a difficult condition to manage as existing medication only works for up to 70% of sufferers.

      The Epilepsy Care Alliance has been running a programme, named My Care-Centric Epilepsy, exploring how technology can equip people with the ability to self-manage their condition.

      Using Microsoft’s cloud platform Azure, the programme provides patients with a wearable tech band, which records health data to help clinicians build a record of a patient’s condition and seizure patterns.

      This has the potential to learn to classify seizures, to alert clinicians in real-time so they can consult patients remotely, as well as provide essential lifestyle recommendations and drug prescriptions.

      Dr Jon Shaw, director of clinical strategy at System C & Graphnet Care Alliance:

      What’s really exciting about this is that it’s a ‘first of type’ project that combines smart wearables, patient-facing applications, and enterprise communication technology, which gets messages out to the care team in real time.

      Putting data into secure Azure environments gives us huge scale and ability to leverage machine learning and artificial intelligence capabilities as services and ultimately to improve patient outcomes.

      The programme has been running since 2016 and has collected such a vast amount of data that the consortium has been able to use this to gain vital insights that could advance epilepsy treatments.

      For instance, they have been able to confirm relationships between lifestyle factors such as poor sleep and seizures to enable more accurate seizure prediction.

      Dr Rupert Page, chief clinical information offer and consultant neurologist at Poole Hospital, said: “This approach has the potential to revolutionise the management of epilepsy by optimising the use of currently available treatments.

      The powerful insights gained from the deeper awareness of the myriad of lifestyle and other factors which affect seizure frequency may open up entirely new areas of research or treatment.

      Above: Poole Hospital, Dorset, England

      The funding for the My Care-Centric Epilepsy programme was made available by Innovate UK, the UK’s innovation agency.

      Suzy Foster, Director of Health at Microsoft UK, said:

      As hospital trusts across the UK continue to face growing pressures, it’s more important than ever to invest in the right tools that focus on the patient as a person rather than the condition, delivering the most effective care and the best outcomes for patients and their families.

      Purple Day was celebrated at Walt Disney World in Orlando, for the third year in a row in 2020.

      About 1,000 people attended.

      It included a morning with Minnie and Mickey.

      It had expo and information sessions in the afternoon.

      Some topics were:

      • Seizure Freedom and the Family
      • Still Having Seizures Despite Medication
      • CBD products: FDA approved vs. non FDA approved
      • Seizure clusters, rescue meds, and therapy options
      • The Early Years, Navigating Change, and Becoming Adults.

      The day ended with a visit to Epcot where Spaceship Earth turned purple in support of epilepsy awareness.  

      Above: Walt Disney World, Orlando, Florida, 26 March 2020

      Epilepsy appears in at least 63 works of fiction including:

      • Fyodor Dostoevsky’s The Idiot
      • Robert Skead’s Mighty Mike Bounces Back
      • Don Trembath’s Lefty Carmichael Has a Fit
      • Rona Jaffe’s Class Reunion
      • Michael Crichton’s The Andromeda Strain
      • Agatha Christie’s The ABC Murders
      • William Golding’s Lord of the Flies

      Today is Purple Day.

      No one wants to be epileptic.

      No one deserves to lose their dignity as a consequence of having this disease.

      Purple has also been associated with power and royalty, piety, faith, penance and theology, vanity, extravagance and individualism, the artificial, materialism and beauty, ambıguity and ambivalence, and mourning.

      I know my blogs may be seen as purple prose and that my opinions may be of little value to those born to the purple.

      Is my desire for a purple patch in my life a symptom of purple haze?

      Am I merely sporting purple or are my words as fitting as a purple squirrel?

      Today let purple reign as a symbol of tolerance and compassion.

      I never meant to cause you any sorrow
      I never meant to cause you any pain
      I only wanted to one time to see you laughing
      I only wanted to see you
      Laughing in the purple rain

      Purple rain, purple rain
      Purple rain, purple rain
      Purple rain, purple rain
      I only wanted to see you
      Bathing in the purple rain

      I never wanted to be your weekend lover
      I only wanted to be some kind of friend
      Baby, I could never steal you from another
      It’s such a shame our friendship had to end

      Purple rain, purple rain
      Purple rain, purple rain
      Purple rain, purple rain
      I only wanted to see you
      Underneath the purple rain

      Honey, I know, I know
      I know times are changing
      It’s time we all reach out
      For something new, that means you too

      You say you want a leader
      But you can’t seem to make up your mind
      I think you better close it
      And let me guide you to the purple rain

      Purple rain, purple rain
      Purple rain, purple rain
      If you know what I’m singing about up here
      C’mon, raise your hand

      Purple rain, purple rain
      I only want to see you
      Only want to see you
      In the purple rain

      Sources

      • Wikipedia
      • Flora Carr, “People are wearing purple“, Time, 26 March 2018
      • The Canadian Epilepsy Alliance
      • The Epilepsy Agency of the Big Bend
      • Amelia Heathman, “Purple Day“, The Standard, 26 March 2018
      • Prince, “Purple Rain

       

      In the beginning was the Word

      Eskişehir, Türkiye

      Monday 25 August 2024

      Tolkien fandom is an international, informal community of fans of the works of J.R.R. Tolkien, especially of the Middle Earth legendarium, which includes The Hobbit, The Lord of the Rings and The Silmarillion.

      The concept of Tolkien fandom as a specific type of fan subculture sprang up in the United States in the 1960s, in the context of the hippie movement, to the dismay of the author (Tolkien died in 1973), who talked of “my deplorable cultus“.

      Tolkien fandom changed in character with the release of Peter Jackson’s The Lord of the Rings film trilogy between 2001 and 2003, attracting both a wide audience of existing fans (“book-firsters“) and many people who had not read Tolkien’s books (“film-firsters“).

      The large audience made the artistic conception of Jackson’s artists influential, indeed creating a stereotyped image of Middle Earth and its races of elves, dwarves, orcs and hobbits shared by fans and artists alike. 

      Some fans, known as Tolkien tourists, travel to places in New Zealand to visit sites where scenes in the films were shot.

      A “Tolkien Reading Day“, held annually on 25 March, an anniversary of the fall of Barad-dûr, was proposed by Sean Kirst, a columnist at the Post-Standard in Syracuse, New York, and launched by the Tolkien Society in 2003.

      Above: John Roland Reuel Tolkien (1892 – 1973)

      The name Barad-dûr translates to “dark tower“.

      The main villain, Sauron, began to stir again and chose Mordor as a stronghold in which to build his fortress. 

      It was strengthened by the power of the One Ring, which had recently been forged.

      Its foundations would survive as long as the Ring existed.

      The wizard Gandalf described the Ring as being the “foundation of Barad-dûr“.

      The Dark Tower is described as being black, composed of iron, and having battlements and gates.

      In The Two Towers Barad-dûr is described as “that vast fortress, armoury, prison, furnace of great power“. 

      The same paragraph goes on to say the Dark Tower had ‘immeasurable strength‘.

      The fortress was constructed with many towers and was hidden in clouds about it:

      Rising black, blacker and darker than the vast shades amid which it stood, the cruel pinnacles and iron crown of the topmost tower of Barad-dûr.” 

      The structure could not be clearly seen because Sauron created shadows about himself that crept out from the tower. 

      In hobbit Frodo’s vision on Amon Hen, he perceived the immense tower as “wall upon wall, battlement upon battlement, black, immeasurably strong, mountain of iron, gate of steel, tower of adamant Barad-dûr, Fortress of Sauron“. 

      There was a lookout post, the “Window of the Eye“, at the top of the tower.

      This window was visible from Mount Doom where Frodo and Sam had a terrible glimpse of the Eye of Sauron. 

      Barad-dûr’s west gate is described as “huge” and the west bridge as “a vast bridge of iron“.

      In The Return of the King, hobbit Sam Gamgee witnessed the destruction of Barad-dûr:

      Towers and battlements, tall as hills, founded upon a mighty mountain-throne above immeasurable pits.

      Great courts and dungeons, eyeless prisons sheer as cliffs, and gaping gates of steel and adamant.”

      Barad-dûr, along with the One Ring, Mordor and Sauron himself, were destroyed on 25 March.

      Do you remember the first book that had an impact on you?

      Perhaps it was one that was read to you or the first one you were able to read yourself.

      Or was there a book later in your childhood that had an influence you didn’t discern at the time?

      Many noted authors have said they were deeply moved by what they read as youngsters.

      In some cases it was one particular book that made them want to be writers and to which they still return for inspiration years later.

      Even once a writer is established, a classic author may serve as their mentor.

      Martin Amis has said:

      When I am stuck with a sentence that isn’t fully born, it isn’t there yet, I sometimes think:

      “How would Dickens go at this sentence?

      How would Bellow or Nabokov go at this sentence?”

      What you hope to emerge with is how you would go at that sentence, but you get a little shove in the back by thinking about writers you admire.”

      Above: Martin Amis (1949 – 2023)

      If that sounds like a strategy you would like to employ, it can be handy to have the masters nearby.

      You don’t have to limit yourself to the greats.

      Above: Charles Dickens (1812 – 1870)

      William Faulkner’s advice was:

      Read, read, read.

      Read everything – trash, classics, good and bad, and see how they do it.

      Just like a carpenter who works as an apprentice and studies the master.

      Read!

      You will absorb it.

      Above: William Faulkner (1897 – 1962)

      Vladimir Nabokov advocated reading poetry:

      You have to saturate yourself with English poetry in order to compose English prose.

      Above: Vladimir Nabokov (1899 – 1977)

      For Maya Angelou, the Bible was the greatest inspiration:

      The language of all the interpretations, the translations, of the Judaic Bible and the Christian Bible, is musical, just wonderful.

      I read the Bible to myself.

      I will take any translation, any edition, and read it aloud, just to hear the language, hear the rhythm, and remind myself how beautiful English is.

      Above: Maya Angelou (1928 – 2014)

      Harper Lee, author of To Kill a Mockingbird, referred to her love of books when she was young and said:

      Now, 75 years later in an abundant society where people have laptops, cell phones, iPods, and minds like empty rooms, I still plod along with books.

      Above: Harper Lee (1926 – 2016)

      Eudora Welty found that:

      Virginia Woolf was the one who opened the door.

      When I read “To the Lighthouse”, I felt:

      “Heavens, what is this?”

      I was so excited by the experience I couldn’t eat or sleep.

      I have read it many times since, though more often these days I go back to her diary.

      Any day you open it to will be tragic.

      And yet all the marvellous things she says about her work, about working, leave you filled with joy that is stronger than your misery for her.”

      Above: Eudora Welty (1909 – 2001)

      It was the works of Kafka that literally shocked Gabriel Garcia Marquez into writing:

      One night a friend lent me a book of short stories by Franz Kafka.

      I went back into the pension where I was staying and began to read “The Metamorphosis”.

      The first line almost knocked me off the bed.

      I was so surprised.

      The first line reads:

      “When Gregor Samsa woke up one morning from unsettling dreams, he found himself changed in his bed into a monstrous vermin.”

      When I read the line I thought to myself that I didn’t know anyone was allowed to write things like that.

      If I had known, I would have started writing a long time ago.

      So I immediately started writing short stories.

      Above: Gabriel Garcia Marquez (1927 – 2014)

      Ralph Ellison told The Paris Review:

      In 1935 I discovered Eliot’s “The Waste Land”, which moved and intrigued me but defied my powers of analysis.

      At night I practiced writing.

      I studied Joyce, Dostoyevsky, Stein and Hemingway.

      Especially Hemingway.

      I read him to learn his sentence structure and how to organize a story.

      Above: Ralph Ellison (1913 – 1994)

      Ray Bradbury advises:

      You must lurk in libraries and climb the stacks like ladders to sniff books like perfume and wear books like hats upon your crazy heads.

      Above: Ray Bradbury (1920 – 2012)

      That is harder to do now that libraries are being turned into multimedia centres in which actual books sometimes are the quaintest and most neglected element, but it is good advice nonetheless.

      Until iPads and Kindles and other e-readers can give off the lovely smell of an old book (and probably it is only a matter of time), at least those of us brought up on traditional books will always have a place in our hearts for them and for libraries.

      In today’s busy world it can be a challenge to find the time to read, but it is still one of the best ways to feed your mind.

      How long has it been since you’ve read some of the classic authors like Joyce, Dostoyevsky, Hemingway or Dickens?

      Plan reading sessions into your schedule because reading nourishes the brain and brings peace into an otherwise hectic day.

      Is there a famous work you have always intended to read but haven’t gotten around to?

      Make an appointment with yourself to read a book.

      You may also want to revisit some of your favorites.

      Consider the books you found most formative.

      Choose one you think would warrant re-reading or reviewing and schedule the required time.

      This time read it not only for enjoyment but to analyze what made the book so powerful for you.

      What can you learn from that author’s methods that might help you make your own writing more vivid and influential?

      For starters, consider:

      • What is the story about, in a sentence or two?
      • What is at stake for the protagonist?
      • What does the story reveal about the characters, and how?
      • How does the opening capture your interest?
      • How do the action and the central conflict escalate?
      • What are the story’s surprises?
      • What emotions does it envoke in you? How does it do that?

      If you are an architect, you should certainly read architectural literature.

      If you are in computers, you must keep up with what is being written about terabytes, hacking and the latest operating systems.

      Reading the books and trade magazines as well as clicking out the key websites of your particular field will not only keep you informed.

      It will show you how experienced writers are turning the jargon and the complexities of your vocation into readable prose.

      But no matter what your field of expertise, you should also read books, magazines and newspapers designed for the general reader.

      Through the daily paper and online news sites contain much that is swill, they also contain some good writing.

      From them you can learn to write leanly, to get to the point, and to compress several facts into a clear sentence.

      If you read mysteries and romances, you will discover how writers create curiosity and build tension.

      You will also learn how to construct an event, a person, or a place with just a few well-chosen words.

      Read novels.

      You will see how words can be used to communicate subtleties and stir emotions, how words can be arranged one way to make you worry, another to make you laugh.

      Above: Ernest Hemingway (1899 – 1961)

      Read magazine articles and you will see how quotes are pared down from lengthy interviews until they contain nothing but the words that matter.

      Notice how opinions are supported by facts.

      Watch to see how the writer makes his points by calling on outside help, such as scientific reports, quotes from books, surveys, etc.

      Then go to the online version and see whether they have a longer version so you can see what was edited for the print copy.

      Read.

      Listen to what you read.

      Listen for the sound of the language, the music.

      Note the punctuation, the spelling, the logical progression of information.

      Find the things that fail, also.

      Listen to how two similar sounds come together in your head.

      Hear how the use of the wrong word wakes you from your reading spell.

      Be a critical reader.

      Look upon all that you read as a lesson in good writing.

      Reading and writing are two sides of the same coin, but it is not only what you read that is important, it is how you read, too.

      When starting to read a novel for the first time, or re-reading an old favourite, try to view it as an editor would, looking “through” the text in X-ray fashion, as it were.

      Reading books in this way allows you to examine a narrative closely, locating and identifying deep structure and embedded themes.

      How does the writer bring their themes to life?

      What most appealed to you about the story?

      How was that dramatized in the narrative?

      Try to begin reading not just for pleasure, but also for ideas.

      Reading in this way can be a great source of inspiration.

      You should not hesitate to use all this stimulation and motivation to kick-start your own work.

      A work is eternal not because it imposes a single meaning on different men, but because it suggests different meanings to a single man.

      (Roland Barthes)

      Above: Roland Barthes (1915 – 1980)

      Of course, it is good to read as widely as possible – especially outside your race, class and gender – but, as a writer, returning to the same book many times over can be just as, if not more, instructive.

      When you finish reading a novel for the first time, your memory of it does not stay fixed forever.

      It shifts and evolves.

      Years later, you mıght find yourself talking about it, only to discover that your memory has retained just a few scraps – mythic representations – of the text.

      You realize that, in the intervening years, you have reconstructed in your mind an entirely different book – an inner book of “received beliefs” – from the actual one.

      This is when the value of re-reading becomes obvious.

      A book comes alive with each new reading.

      A book is born again every time you pick it up.

      When you re-read a book, it will appear to be different on a second or third reading, but the book has not changed, you have.

      Any text has the potential for several different interpretations.

      No one reading can ever exhaust a text’s full potential because, on re-reading, each reader will search for connections in their own way, excluding other possibilities and thus making them aware of their own role in the play of meaning.

      It is not the case that subsequent readings are any “truer” than the first – they are just different.

      The fact that readers can be differently affected by the same text shows the degree to which reading is a creative process.

      If you read a single book many times over, it marks the changes in your life.

      Whatever happens, you continue to have a conversation with it.

      Novels are second lives.

      Novels reveal the colours and complexities of our lives.

      Novels are full of people, faces and objects we feel we recognize.

      When we read novels we are sometimes so powerfully struck by the extraordinary nature of the things we encounter that we forget where we are and envision ourselves in the midst of the imaginary events and people we are witnessing.

      At such times, we feel that the fictional world we encounter and enjoy is more real than the real world itself.

      We dream assuming dreams to be real.

      We read novels assuming them to be real.

      There are many ways to read a novel, many ways in which we commit our soul and mind to it.

      We observe the general scene and follow the narrative.

      We transform words into images in our mind.

      We wonder how much of the story the writer tells is real experience and how much is imagination.

      We wonder:

      Is reality like this?

      Does the novel conform with what we know from our own lives?

      At the heart of the novelist’s craft lies an optimism which thinks that the knowledge we gather from our everyday experience, if given proper form, can become valuable knowledge about reality.

      Under the influence of such optimism, we both assess and derive pleasure from the precision of analogies, the power of fantasy and narrative, the building of sentences, the secret and candid poetry and music of prose.

      We make moral judgments about both the choices and the behaviour of the protagonists.

      We judge the writer for his moral judgments regarding his characters.

      We congratulate ourselves on the knowledge, depth and understanding we have attained.

      The sweet illusion that the novel was written solely for us slowly arises within us.

      We read to discover that we are not alone in the universe.

      It is Tolkien Reading Day.

      I reach for a copy of The Fellowship of the Ring and begin to read:

      When Mr. Bilbo Baggins of Bag End announced that he would shortly be celebrating his eleventy-first birthday with a party of special magnificence, there was much talk and excitement in Hobbiton.

      Sources

      • Wikipedia
      • The Naive and the Sentimental Novelist, Orhan Pamuk (Faber and Faber)
      • 100 Ways to Improve Your Writing, Gary Provost (Berkley)
      • Writing a Novel, Richard Skinner (Faber and Faber)
      • The Fellowship of the Ring, J.R.R. Tolkien (Harper Collins)
      • Your Creative Writing Masterclass, Jurgen Wolff (Nicholas Brealey)

      The magic of serendipity

      Eskişehir, Türkiye

      Sunday 24 March 2024

      We are now at the 24th of March 1856 and from this point of time, my journal, let us renew our daily intercourse without looking back.

      Looking back was not intended by nature, evidently, from the fact that our eyes are in our faces and not in our hind heads.

      Look straight before you, then, Jane Carlyle, and, if possible, not over the heads of things either, away into the distant vague.

      Look, above all, at the duty nearest hand, and what’s more, do it.

      Ah, the spirit is willing, but the flesh is weak, and four weeks of illness have made mine weak as water.

      (24 March 1856, Jane Welsh Carlyle)

      Above: Jane Baillie Carlyle (née Welsh) (1801 – 1866)

      The aches and pains of living have roused me from my bed at the ungodly hour of 0300 and so to the duties nearest hand I turn.

      Above: Robin Williams, Good Morning, Vietnam (1987)

      I am reminded that today is the 18th anniversary of the world’s first tweet.

      Twitter is still derided by some (including myself) as overhyped, a vast wasteland of “I am eating a ham sandwich” irrelevancies and 140-character non sequiturs, almost as big a time sink as Facebook, but Twitter has also been credited with acclerating revolutions, spawning new forms of literature, acting a real-time watercooler for sharing snark during collective experiences like the Oscars, and generally acting as Humanity’s de facto announcement and early warning system for….

      Well, everything.

      Not bad for a service that started as the Twttr, a project that Jack Dorsey had thought up five years earlier but that never quite “solidified” until March 2006.

      Dorsey pitched a now defunct Silicon Valley company called Odeo about his idea for a status-sharing service based on SMS.

      Above: A 2006 sketch by Jack Dorsey, envisioning an SMS-based social network

      That approach got him two key partners – Odeo executives Biz Stone and Evan Williams.

      The three started a company called Obvious, which would become Twitter.

      Dorsey, who would make the act of reflexively recording one’s status de rigueu kept marvelous historical records of his little project.

      Coding began 13 March 2006 and eight days later a machine-generated tweet was issued from Dorsey’s account # 12:

      just setting up my twttr

      While some folks consider this the world’s first tweet, Dorsey and Twitter are adamant that “inviting co-workers” (meaning his Odeo colleagues) was the first.

      Above: Jack Dorsey, co-founder and former CEO of Twitter, in 2009

      As of 2012, there were more than half a billion accounts.

      The company is thought by some to be worth perhaps $10 billion.

      Imagine that.

      A potential audience of half a billion.

      Above: Countries and cities with local trending topics in Twitter

      The reality is that nobody will notice all your great content unless you scream and shout about it.

      Publicizing your blog is an essential tool for gaining followers and creating enough buzz for advertisers to want to get involved.

      As anyone building a road knows, it’s all about traffic.

      As Matt Kepnes, the writer and founder of http://www.nomadicmatt.com puts it:

      Blogs are a dime a dozen.

      Anyone (including the technically challenged like your humble blogger) can start a blog.

      If you want to get noticed, you need to stand out.

      That means having a well-defined niche and making sure your content is optimized.

      It’s not sexy, but that’s what makes the difference.

      Get narrower and go deeper.

      That’s how you find your audience.

      Above: Matt Kepnes

      The Digital Nomad’s Handbook offers the following advice:

      1. Be SEO friendly.

      Search Engine Optimization (SEO) is crucial in getting your blog to climb search engine rankings.

      Ensure all your posts contain metadata, keywords and both external and internal links and use an SEO plug-in to monitor how pages are tracking.

      Large images and video files can slow your site down, so use free apps to shrink files without losing quality.

      2. Give users what they want.

      Watching how users behave on your site can reap dividends.

      Tools help you track the content that performs best and the subjects that resonate with readers, so you can consistently give users what they are looking for.

      Do some keyword research to find keywords that are likely to generate clients.

      3. Add subscribers.

      Make it easy for people to return to your blog by inviting them to become subscribers.

      You will soon build a mailing list.

      Letting people know when something new appears on the site will bring a surge of visits each time you post.

      Enable easy subscription with one-click checkboxes and reward subscribers with bonus content that isn’t available to ordinary users.

      4. Get the word out on social media.

      Promote each post on Twitter, Instagram, Facebook and other social channels.

      Make it easy for users to share your content with plug-ins that add automatic social media buttons to your pages.

      Tag your posts with hashtags on relevant subjects to get your content in front of new people.

      Remember to share content from other people (including other bloggers) so they feel inclined to share content from you.

      5. Build relationships

      Invite other bloggers to guest post on your site and offer your services to others for free in exchange for a link back to your site.

      This kind of partnership is a great way for both sites to grow referral traffic, without any money changing hands.

      Connect with potential partners via social media, online forums and by connecting directly through LinkedIn and other industry channels.

      I will be honest here.

      The advice seems sensible and the spirit is willing, but I am a BC (before computers) man trying to comprehend an AD (age of digital) world he never made.

      There is still a long road to go before I become cognizant and competent enough to apply the wisdom suggested here.

      Nonetheless, the how is learned by the doing.

      I am a Facebook user – what my students deride as an old person’s medium – but I have yet to connect to Twitter and have yet to learn how to navigate the shoals of Instagram and LinkedIn.

      Feel pity for my virtual media mentor, for there is indeed a long road ahead of us.

      My mentor, who shall remain anonymous to protect him from the inevitable laughter about his penance of trying to convert this technological barbarian into a civilized and savvy media man, is focused at present on the design of the methods I use to communicate to the outside world.

      I am like a man using smoke to send signals while everyone else is text-messaging.

      In plainer English, I am dressed in pelts while the world sports a tux.

      The weird and wonderful world of website design is one of the first obstacles to be surmounted.

      As website design is a planet far removed from my comfort zone I am instead considering the question of content.

      As a blogger, you can simply begin blogging on any topic.

      However, if you want to attract a lot of readers so an agent or an editor “discovers” you and your blog or blogged book, you need to do some serious planning prior to publishing the first post.

      (Admittedly, this advice is years too late for me, but this is not to say I need limit myself to solely this blogsite.)

      To ensure you build platform and get your blogged book noticed – by readers, agents and editors – prepare to blog your book before you write one word on that blank computer screen or post it on the Internet.

      CHOOSE A TOPİC.

      To begin blogging a book, first choose a topic.

      While this step seems pretty obvious, there is more to it than meets the eye.

      You can choose any old topic and start writing.

      Or you can choose a topic that attracts readers.

      Optionally you would choose a topic that interests you and many others.

      In fact, it’s best to choose a topic you feel passionate about since you will be covering it for a long time.

      You don’t want to choose a topic you will dread blogging about each day.

      You want the writing to be both fun and interesting and your subject to motivate you to post.

      Even better, find a topic about which you find a sense of purpose – a mission.

      When you feel compelled to write about a topic because you are fulfilling a purpose, you also will feel passionate about that topic.

      When you combine your sense of purpose with your passion, you will feel inspired to write.

      This will come through in every post, in turn inspiring those who read your blogged book.

      If your topic interest others – that is, it has a market – and is unique and necessary to its bookstore category, then you have chosen a winner.

      So, how to find that topic?

      Yesterday in my blogpost “Dear Diary” I suggested that keeping a journal was a great way to find your sense of purpose and to discover who you are and what interests you.

      The only weakness in this notion is that you are limited to only that which is in your experience, that little world perceived by your senses and interpreted by your brain.

      But as William Shakespeare wisely put it:

      There are more things in Heaven and Earth, Horatio, than are dreamt of in your philosophy.”

      (The Tragedy of Hamlet, Prince of Denmark, Act 1, Scene 5, William Shakespeare)

      Above: English writer William Shakespeare (1564 – 1616)

      Ronald Gross, in his The Independent Scholar’s Handbook, suggests the following:

      We have all browsed – in a bookstore or library or though a dusty bookcase in a house we rented for the summer.

      I am going to suggest an enhanced style of browsing that you can use as a way of finding new subjects of interest.

      (If you are already interested in a subject, you may want to skip this step, though even the most advanced scholars find that wandering through the stacks of a library, dipping into a book here and there as the spirit moves them, offers a serendipitious intellectual stimulation that is not available any other way.

      For this reason, many leading scholars and librarians are dubious about the so-called benefits of transferring library holdings to computers – a practice that will proclude this kind of browsing – though it may make new forms possible.)

      By making the process of browsing a bit more self-conscious, you can conduct your own informed reconnaissance of the terrain of learning.

      All you have to do is follow three rules:

      1. Pick the best places.
      2. Keep moving.
      3. Keep a list.

      By picking the best places, I simply mean the best library or bookstore or collection of other resources that you can find for your purposes.

      Follow F. Scott Fitzgerald’s advice:

      Don’t marry for money.

      Go where the money is, then marry for love.

      Above: American writer F. Scott Fitzgerald (1896 – 1940)

      Go where the richest resources are, then let serendipity take its course.

      Once you are in the right place, follow the remaining rules simultaneously:

      Keep moving.

      Keep a list.

      You are brainstorming, not postholding.

      You want to get a comprehensive glimpse and taste of a wide range of works.

      And you want to keep a log of your discoveries along the way, with notes in case you want to retrace your steps and delve more deeply.

      You are compiling your “little black book” of intellectual attractions – books, ideas, authors, points of view, realms of fact or imagination with which you want to make a date sometime, get to know better, and perhaps come to fall in love with.

      Yesterday, I visited D & R Books in the ES Park Mall.

      I bought the following:

      • The Alchemist (Paulo Coelho)(Thorsons)

      Dreams are made to be followed.

      Life is meant to be lived.

      Some books are meant to be read, loved and passed on.

      The Alchemist” is one of those books.

      “The Alchemist” is the story of a shepherd boy from the Spanish region of Andalusia who journeys to the exotic markets of North Africa and then into the Egyptian desert, where a fateful encounter with the alchemist awaits him.”

      I never lost faith in the book or ever wavered in my vision.

      Why?

      Because it was me in there, all of me, heart and soul.

      I was living my own metaphor.

      A man sets out on a journey, dreaming of a beautiful or magical place, in pursuit of some unknown treasure.

      At the end of his journey, the man realizes the treasure was with him the entire time.”

      In a way, this theme is akin to the journey I will describe in The Donkey Trail.

      • The Myth of Sisyphus, Albert Camus (Penguin Modern Classics)

      What I touch, what resists me – that is what I understand.

      The writings in this volume are all, in their own way, hymns to the physical world and the elemental pleasures of living.

      Through the story of a man condemned forever to roll a rock up a hill, “The Myth of Sisyphus” argues that, in a meaningless world, freedom and happiness can be gained through an awareness of pure existence.

      The other essays here include a lyrical evocation of the skies, shadows and silences of summer in Algiers, memories of street life in Oran and an exploration of beauty as our salvation.

      Camus’ essay “Absurdity and Suicide” seems like an aide to discussing teen suicide in Highway One.

      His “hymns to the physical world and the elemental pleasures of living” should be quite inspirational for The Donkey Trail.

      • Life is Hard: How Philosophy Can Help Us Find Our Way, Kieran Setiya (Hutchinson Heinemann)

      Life is hard – as the past few years have made painfully clear.

      From personal trauma to the injustice and absurdity of the world, sometimes simply going on can feel too much.

      But could there be comfort – and even hope – in recognizing the hardships of the human condition?

      Might doing so free us from the tyranny of striving for our “best lives” and help us find warmth, humanity and humour in the lives we actually have?

      Could it inspire in us the desire for a better world?

      In this profound and personal book, Setiya shows how philosophy can help us find our way.

      He shares his own experience with chronic pain and the consolation that comes from making sense of it. He asks what we can learn from loneliness and loss about the value of human life.

      And he explores how we can fail with grace, confront injustice and search for meaning in the face of despair.

      Drawing on ancient and modern philosophy, as well as fiction, comedy, social science and personal essay, “Life is Hard” is a book for this moment – a work of solace and compassion.

      It draws us towards justice, for ourselves and others, by acknowledging what it means to be alive.

      • Flights, Olga Tokarczuk (Riverhead Books)

      Incomparably original, “Flights” interweaves reflections on travel with an exploration of the human body, broaching life, death, motion and migration.

      Chopin’s heart is carried back to Warsaw in secret by his adoring sister.

      A woman must return to her native Poland in order to poison her terminally ill high school sweetheart.

      A young man slowly descends into madness when his wife and child mysteriously vanish during a vacation and just as suddenly reappear.

      Through these brilliantly haunting, playful and revelatory meditations, “Flights” explores what it means to be a traveller, a wanderer, abody in motion not only through space but through time.

      “Where are you coming from? Where are you going?”, we call to the traveller.

      Enchanting, unsettling and wholly original, “Flights” is a master storyteller’s answer.

      • The 1-Page Marketing Plan, Allan Dib (Success Wise)

      To build a successful business you need to stop doing random acts of marketing and start following a reliable plan for rapid business growth.

      Traditionally, creating a marketing plan has been a difficult and time-consuming process, which is why it often doesn’t get done.

      In “The 1-Page Marketing Plan”, serial entrepreneur and rebellious marketer Allan Dib reveals a marketing implementation breakthrough that makes creating a marketing plan simple and fast.

      It is literally a single page, divided into nine squares.

      With it, you will be able to map out your own sophisticated marketing plan and go from zero to marketing hero.

      Whether you are just starting out or are an experienced entrepreneur, “The 1-Page Marketing Plan” is the easiest and fastest way to create a marketing plan that will propel your business growth.

      In this groundbreaking new book you will discover:

      • How to get new customers, clients or patients and how to make more profit from existing ones
      • Why “big business” style marketing could kill your business and strategies that actually work for small and medium-sized businesses
      • How to close sales without being pushy, needy or obnoxious while turning the tables and having prospects begging you to take their money
      • A simple step-by-step process for creating your own personalized marketing plan that is literally one page by simply following along and fill in each of the nine squares that make up your own 1-Page Marketing Plan
      • How to annihilate competitors and make yourself the only logical choice
      • How to get amazing results on a small budget using the secrets of direct response marketing
      • How to charge high prices for your products for your products and services and have customers actually thank you for it

      Major intellectual journeys quite often begin with browsing.

      As a teenager, Joel Cohen was browsing at his local bookstore in Battle Creek, Michigan.

      He began leafing through the pages of Elements of Physical Biology by Alfred J. Lotka.

      Here’s a guy who thinks the way I do.”, Cohen recalled exclaiming to himself.

      Mathematics might be a useful way to make somesense of life.

      Cohen had been amazed to learn that the degree to which an earthworm turns its head in the direction of light is directly proportional to the logarithm of the intensity of the light.

      I had just learned about logarithms in school.

      This simple organism was behaving in a mathematically lawful way.

      It knew logarithms without school!

      It seemed to me I had better learn some math.

      Another book, Abraham Moles’ Information Theory and Esthetic Perception, so captivated the youngster that he wrote the author in France, asking permission to translate the book into English and enclosing his version of the first chapter as a sample.

      Moles granted the request.

      Cohen then wrote to the University of Illinois Press, which subsequently published the translation.

      Neither author nor publisher knew that their translator was 16 years old.

      Twenty-five years later, Cohen conducted his research in “biology by the numbers” as head of the laboratory of populations at Rockefeller University.

      Above: Joel Ephraim Cohen

      As part of your super-browsing, you may want to take a fresh look at some of the important realms of learning, but from your own point of view – a way in which you have probably never scrutinized them before.

      The exhilirating prospect here is to “come to ourselves” intellectually.

      After years, sometimes decades, of learning for someone or something else – our parents, our teachers, the requirements of getting a diploma or a degree – we are now invited to begin using our minds for ourselves.

      We are freed from being told what, why and how to learn.

      We discover at once the first lesson of freedom in any realm:

      Freedom is far more demanding than taking orders, but also far more rewarding.

      Forget about which subjects you have already been told are important or prestigious.

      Just let each one roll around in your head for a while to see whether it commands your interest.

      Don’t worry about how formidable each one sounds.

      No one in the world is a complete master of any of these realms.

      The point of browsing is to realize the wealth from which you can choose and to start modestly to sample one subject or another that especially appeals to you.

      Happy hunting!

      It is freedom which I seek.

      I long for the day that I need not be dependent upon a solitary employer but instead can generate income as a digital nomad through both online teaching and writing.

      There are those who may suggest that a man of my age (59 this coming May) should act less foolishly and abandon hopeless dreams.

      I don’t subscribe to this point of view.

      I am only as old as the energy and enthusiasm I convey.

      The how is in the doing.

      Sources

      • The Digital Nomad Handbook (Lonely Planet)
      • Mad Science, edited by Randy Alfred (Little , Brown)
      • How to Blog a Book, Nina Amir (Writer’s Digest Books)
      • What Color Is Your Parachute?, Richard Bolles (Ten Speed Press)
      • The Myth of Sisyphus, Albert Camus (Penguin Modern Classics)
      • The Alchemist, Paulo Coelho (Thorsons)
      • The 1-Page Marketing Plan, Alan Dib (Successwise)
      • The Independent Scholar’s Handbook, Ronald Gross (Ten Speed Press)
      • Life is Hard, Kieran Setiya (Hutchinson Hennemann)
      • The Tragedy of Hamlet, William Shakespeare
      • Flights, Olga Tokarczuk (Riverhead Books)

      The Donkey Trail 2: Hey You

      Eskişehir, Türkiye

      Saturday 23 March 2024

      In his solitary bed in his solitary room Tom wakes to the sound of singing from the radio station SWR 3 (ess vay r drei) from the radio alarm beside his head.

      Pink Floyd, “Hey You“, from the soundtrack of The Wall:

      Hey you, out there in the cold
      Getting lonely, getting old
      Can you feel me?
      Hey you, standing in the aisles
      With itchy feet and fading smiles
      Can you feel me?
      Hey you, don’t help them to bury the light
      Don’t give in without a fight

      Hey you, out there on your own
      Sitting naked by the phone
      Would you touch me?
      Hey you, with your ear against the wall
      Waiting for someone to call out
      Would you touch me?
      Hey you, would you help me to carry the stone?
      Open your heart, I’m coming home

      But it was only fantasy
      The wall was too high
      As you can see
      No matter how he tried
      He could not break free
      And the worms ate into his brain

      Hey you, out there on the road
      Always doing what you’re told
      Can you help me?
      Hey you, out there beyond the wall
      Breaking bottles in the hall
      Can you help me?
      Hey you, don’t tell me there’s no hope at all
      Together we stand, divided we fall

      Tom lies in bed, listening to the lyrics, affected by the tune’s sombre message.

      The song ends, he swings his feet down to the floor, grabs his bathrobe from the hook on the door and pads barefoot from his bedroom.

      I am going to need a vacation after this vacation.“, the weary husband sighs.

      Towering beefy Tom Wright enters their bathroom, heading for the basin above which a mirror hangs, beside which a razor awaits.

      He removes his heavy hot, red-and-blue striped bathrobe.

      Ungirdled and skyclad, Tom considers his frame for a moment in all its fallen glory.

      If my body is a temple then clearly the place is in dire need of reparations!

      He smiles at his own self-deprecation.

      Tom looks out into the hallway and not seeing his wife calls out to her.

      Dorrit, I’m in the shower.

      Gravely he opens the shower curtains, steps over the slight plstform that separates the shower from the bathroom floor.

      As he regulates the water temperature, a song is remembered from one of his countrymen comedians, fellow Canadian, Lorne Green.

      Above: Canadian comedian Lorne Elliott

      The smallest thing that’s known to Man is a subatomic particle measured scientifically under lab conditions to be ten centimeters taken to the minus thirteenth power.
      But though this thing is very small, it’s really not that small at all, compared to the line that is ever so fine, that separates the hot from the cold on the handle of my shower.
      But even if you manage to adjust it just exactly like you like it, there are still one hundred thousand different combinations, different permutations, things which can and maybe will go wrong.
      Like when I’m in the shower with the woman that I love, and just at the moment of extreme excitation, some guy in the apartment below turns his dishwasher on.
      And the water comes out cold. And my woman goes, “Eek!” and steps on the soap, nearly breaks her neck. As it was she only suffered from some minor scrapes and bruises, because just as she was falling she made a desperate grab for the nearest thing around her so that no fatal harm would occur.
      Which was fortunate for her, but unfortunate for me, ’cause the thing she made a grab for happened to be something near and dear to both of us, tho’ to be fair, she wasn’t thinking how extremely dear it was to me as how conveniently near it was to her.
      But it’s an interesting biologic, metabolic, fundamental, scientific, not to say a physiological fact
      That when subjected to the stimulus of sub-zero H2O, the male private areas have the tendency to rapidly contract.
      So this is what they did, and that is why she missed them, made a grab behind them, what it was she finally caught
      Was the handle of my shower which she twisted as she fell, past the smallest thing that’s known to man and suddenly the water came out …Hot
      And I went, “Eek!” and I fainted unconscious and my woman got me outta there and two weeks later, my poor private areas finally got the courage to emerge, tho’ even now they haven’t yet regained their normal size and weight and span
      In fact for a while there they had successfully broken all previous world records for the smallest thing that’s known to Man.”

      As Tom lathers his body, he asks himself ruefully:

      Why has my wife never showered with me?

      Suddenly, Dorrit storms into the bathroom and turns on the sink faucet.

      Why can’t you wait until I finish my shower?“, Tom grumbles.

      We don’t have all day to waste.”, Dorrit shouts back.

      It’s only three and a half hours from Kirchwil to Martigny.

      We can’t check into our hotel before 2 p.m.

      It is only 8 o’clock now.”, Tom explains, readjusting, once again, the shower temperature.

      You’ve been in there long enough.”

      Yes, an entire minute.”

      Just hurry up.

      I want to wash my face and put on my make-up.

      In the jukebox of his mind, Barbara Streisand begins to sing:

      I’ve got a minute
      Just a little minute
      I have only got a minute
      Just a minute

      I have only got a minute
      That is all the time I have
      To sing this tiny little minute waltz
      It isn’t easy but I’ll try it then

      I’ve got to say goodbye
      But first I’ll take a minute
      And put in it
      Every note that you may know

      That ‘less I sing a little minute waltz
      And hope I can sing with no faults
      I know it’s difficult
      I’ll give it every last breath that I’ve got within my body

      Hope that my performance won’t be very shoddy
      Singing every moment won’t do wonders for my throat
      I probably will end up hoarse
      Of course, I will. I’ve got it down a wager

      That I made, I will, I want
      I know it’s not the money but the
      Satisfaction that I get from winning money
      On this silly kind of bet

      Though this kind of solo wasn’t his intention
      Chopin isn’t here to make an intervention
      So with your permission
      And no intermission

      I will sing each note
      That that composer wrote
      As you can hear my trilling
      Isn’t very thrilling

      Above: Polish composer Frédéric Chopin (1810 – 1849)

      But no one can say
      I wasn’t very willing
      To attempt a thing that’s not been done
      And just for fun to sing the minute waltz

      As I sing the seconds fly
      All too soon the minute waltzes by
      And now I ask you where am I
      Halfway through the tune and I’m falling far behind

      I have less than thirty seconds
      Less than thirty seconds
      Less than thirty
      Less than half a minute

      I have less than thirty seconds
      I have less than half a minute
      To complete this little minute waltz
      But every note that’s in the score I buy

      The sands of time I know are pouring at me
      With my bet and honour with the money
      Down to some big store and there to buy a honey
      And a trophy for myself

      To put upon the shelf
      To show the world I’ve won

      Oh, the second hand is rushing round the dial
      And though I’d like to end this torture with a smile
      And lest someone knows how to stop the clock
      You’re gonna see me cry
      Before I say goodbye

      To complete the song
      But I’m afraid my little lungs will burst before too long
      If only I can last this day
      I won’t have failed to sing a little minute waltz.

      Tom wonders for the millionth time about women’s obsession with make-up.

      Women’s vanity.

      He thinks to himself:

      I don’t think she does all this preening for me.

      I really don’t care if her hair is long or short, her lips painted or not, her clothes tight-fitting or loose.

      And all that effort and expense!

      Eyeliner and eyeshadow, lipstick and lip gloss, eyelash curlers and extensions.

      And does the dress match the shoes?

      Does This go with That?

      Despite every trick of the cosmetics industry…

      Despite all the women’s magazines that define a woman’s world…

      Women age.

      Why is this such a terrible thing?

      Certainly, a fit woman is more desirable than a fat woman, but curves become fleshy, skin turns pallid and slack, sultry tones turn shrill, laughter lapses into nagging…

      Physical change is inevitable.

      Regardless of the attempts to delay it.

      But why do emotions evolve?

      Why can’t at least these endure?

      Come on!“, Dorrit stamps her foot impatiently.

      Tom grabs the bath towel she holds in her hand and wraps it around his waist as he slips out of the shower.

      She does not even glance at him, so he pretends to equally ignore her.

      Still wet from the shower, Tom lets the towel fall to the floor and hastily dons his bathrobe again.

      Shrinkage does not need exposure or ridicule.

      Tom marches down the hallway, passing the guestroom on his left and her bedroom on the right.

      Past the front door on the left, living room to the right.

      Tom walks to the dining room table to glance outside the large window, down the main street of the village of Kirchwil.

      As usual, the street remains quiet and empty in the bright morning sun.

      Simon and Garfunkel on the jukebox of Tom’s mind:

      In my little town
      I grew up believing
      God keeps his eye on us all
      And he used to lean upon me
      As I pledged allegiance to the wall
      Lord, I recall my little town
      Coming home after school
      Flying my bike past the gates of the factories
      My mom doing the laundry
      Hanging out shirts in the dirty breeze
      And after it rains there’s a rainbow
      And all of the colors are black
      It’s not that the colors aren’t there
      It’s just imagination they lack
      Everything’s the same back in my little town

      My little town, my little town

      Nothing but the dead and dying back in my little town
      Nothing but the dead and dying back in my little town

      In my little town
      I never meant nothing, I was just my father’s son, hmm-hmm
      Saving my money
      Dreamin’ of glory
      Twitching like a finger on a trigger of a gun

      Really nothing but the dead and dying back in my little town
      Nothing but the dead and dying back in my little town
      Nothing but the dead and dying back in my little town
      Nothing but the dead and dying back in my little town
      Nothing but the dead and dying back in my little town

      In the distance, the peak of Säntis beckons….

      Above: Mount Säntis, Switzerland

      (To be continued)

      Dear Diary

      Eskişehir, Türkiye

      Saturday 23 March 2024

      Inspiration does exist, but it has to find you working.

      (Pablo Picasso)

      Above: Spanish artist Pablo Picasso (1881 – 1973)

      I had a poem in my head last night, flashing as only those unformed midnight poems can.

      It was all made up of unexpected burning words.

      I knew even in my half-sleep that it was nonsense, meaningless, but that forcing and hammering would clear its shape and form.

      Now not a word of it remains, not even a hint of its direction.

      What a pity one cannot sleepwrite on the ceiling with one’s finger or lifted toe.

      (23 March 1946, Denton Welch)

      Above: British writer and artist Denton Welch (1915 – 1948)

      Welch made one mistake.

      Always, always have a notebook to hand.

      Many writers conscientiously keep dream diaries as repositories of the strange wisdom that comes to us in the night and which we can draw on later when creating our polished work.

      Your notebook is a weapon for holding your free-range thoughts.

      Ideas are tricky little creatures.

      There are always millions of them around – more than enough for all the writers that have ever been or ever will be.

      The organic free-range ideas that run through your head at all sorts of odd times can be speedy, fleeting, even ghostly creatures that are hard to catch.

      But, if you make sure you have a notebook to hand at all times, you will stand a good chance of corralling them and developing them, so that these stray wild creatures become fully formed and wholly yours.

      Sometimes, you will pin these ideas into the pages of your book and, on returning to them, find that they have withered away.

      Sometimes they were so spindly that they had no chance of growing to a useable size however much you fed or watered them.

      It is perhaps best to think of ideas, elusive and slippery things that they are, not as thoughts but as opportunities.

      All of them may grow into the thing that helps you produce a great piece of work:

      Something that may even make your name and your reputation.

      If you don’t catch them as they pass, they will disappear.

      Don’t trust that you will remember them or recapture the essence later.

      You almost certainly won’t.

      If you don’t write them down they will vanish, leaving just a sulphuric whiff of frustration and lost opportunity.

      Some useful ideas may hurtle out of the sky or scurry through your mind as if from nowhere.

      Others you may have to nurture from scratch.

      Either way, the blank page (or screen) is always a tyrant to any writer, which is why so many start the day with automatic or free writing – anything to stop the oppression of all that white space.

      Try your hand at free writing.

      Set a timer to go off after five minutes and just keep writing for the whole of that time.

      Don’t allow your conscious mind to interfere.

      Just keep writing.

      Keep your pen moving for the whole period.

      At least one useful nugget will emerge that might be worked on later.

      More than this, the act of writing will help you loosen up for the challenges of your current writing project.

      I never travel without my diary.

      One should always have something sensational to read in the train.

      (Oscar Wilde)

      Above: Irish writer Oscar Wilde (1854 – 1900)

      Keeping a regular journal is one of the most common pieces of advice given to aspiring writers.

      Maintaining a record of the day-to-day events of our lives, the places we have been, the people we have met and the interesting, funny or odd things that happen to us as we move through our lives is excellent writing practice and a great source of ideas.

      A journal is a private place in which you can write about anything you want.

      It does not have to be a record of what you have done that day.

      You can write about your memories or ambitions.

      You can speculate on the private lives of others.

      You can make lists of things you love and things you hate.

      And if you don’t have anything to write about, you can just make something up.

      There is no one right way to keep a journal, but if you have some sort of notebook that you return to often with your written thoughts, opinions, observations and various bits of wit, you will have a place in which to exercise your writing muscles.

      You will learn to describe succinctly and clearly the events of your daily life.

      You will learn to pluck from each event just the details needed to create a sense of the whole.

      If you keep a journal, you will grow as a writer.

      You will find that sooner or later, no matter what you have to write professionally, your personal experiences will play a part.

      Keep in mind that a journal can be far more than just a diary.

      You can take notes from a conversation.

      You can take notes while you are reading or eating at a restaurant.

      What would happen if I forced myself over a period of seven months to sluice my mind the way I sluiced dirt in my gold-hunting days, using a diary as a sluicebox to trap whatever flakes of insight might turn up?

      Eric Hoffer asked himself that question in his journal on 26 November 1974.

      He did not expect a happy outcome.

      I had the feeling that I had been scraping the bottom of the barrel and doubted whether I would ever get involved in a new seminal train of thought.

      It was legitimate to assume that at the age of 72 my mind was played out.

      Would it be possible to reanimate and cultivate the alertness to the first faint stirrings of thought?

      In due course, Hoffer was able to report that the experiment had succeeded reasonably well.

      It is more than six months since I started this diary.

      I wanted to find out whether the necessity to write something significant every day would revive my flagging alertness to the first faint stirrings of new ideas.

      I also hoped that some new insight caught in flight might be the seed of a train of thought that could keep me going for years.

      Did it work?

      The diary flows, reads well, and has something striking on almost every page.

      Here and there I suggest that a new idea could be the subject of a book, but only one topic – “the role of the human factor” – gives me the feeling that I have bumped against something which is, perhaps, at the core of our present crisis.

      Above: American philosopher Eric Hoffer (1902 – 1983)

      Keeping an intellectual journal is the besy way to cultivate your own “alertness to the first faint stirrings of thought“.

      Vırtually every important writer and thinker has kept such a diary, whether they called it a notebook, daybook or something more personal.

      Abraham Maslow pointed out:

      Every intellectual used to keep a journal and many have been published and are usually more interesting and more instructive than the final formal perfected pages which are so often phony in a way – so certain, so structured, so definite.

      The growth of thought from its beginnings is also instructive – maybe even more so for some purposes.

      Above: American psychologist Abraham Maslow (1908 – 1970)

      The most ambitious log kept by any individual is Buckminster Fuller’s Chronolog.

      It contains “any and every scrap of paper that was written by him, about him or to him“, according to one of his biographers, Athena Lord.

      Fuller was encouraged in the practice by his first boss, the chief engineer of his factory:

      For your own sake and knowledge, you should keep a sketchbook of your work.”

      Lord writes:

      Flushed with happiness, Bucky followed his advice.

      The sketchbook made a kind of mental bank account from which he drew all his life.

      From a shoebox full of paper, the collection has grown to six tons of records now stored in the Science Center in Philadelphia.

      Above: American architect Buckminster Fuller (1895 – 1983)

      The charming Morning Notes of that remarkable amateur in psychology, philosophy and biology, Adelbert Ames, Jr., suggest how freewheeling and personal the style of such writing can be.

      His friend and editor, Hadley Cantril, describes the method:

      He had the habit of putting a problem to hımself in the evening just before he went to bed.

      Then he “forgot” it.

      The problem never seemed to disturb his sleep, but he often”found” the next morning on awakening that he had made progress on the problem.

      And as soon as he got to his office he would pick up his pencil and a pad of paper and begin to write.

      He always said he did not know just “what would come out”.

      Dozens of times he would call me at Princeton in the middle of the morning, ask, courteously, if I had a few minutes and say:

      Hadley, listen to this. I am surprised at the way it is turning out and I think it will interest you.

      It was almost as though he himself were a spectator.

      Above: American scientist Adelbert Ames Jr. (1880 – 1955)

      You will gradually find your own best method of generating thoughts.

      The crucial thing is to start.

      It is the doing that teaches us how.

      You will want to draw from a wide range of sources for your “sluicing“.

      Perhaps, follow the suggestions of Dr. Ari Kiev:

      You might start by clipping and pasting newspaper articles that interest you for the next 30 days.

      At the end of that time, see if there isn’t some trend suggestive of a deep-seated interest or natural inclination.

      Keep alert each day to the slightest indications of special skills or talents, even when they seem silly or unimportant to you.

      Take note of the remarks of friends and relatives when they say that something is “typical of you”.”

      Above: American psychiatrist Dr. Ari Kiev (1934 – 2009)

      Who are you?

      • in terms of the kinds of people you most prefer to associate with
      • in terms of your workplace
      • in terms of what you can do
      • in terms of what you already know and what your favourite interests
      • in terms of where you would prefer to be
      • in terms of what you are responsible for
      • in terms of your goals, your sense of mission and purpose for your life
      • in terms of what you find beautiful as felt by all your senses
      • in terms of your health
      • in terms of what you own and what you would like to possess
      • in terms of matters of conscience
      • in terms of those you love and the love that you seek
      • in terms of how you like to relax
      • in terms of how you interact with the world around you
      • in terms of what you believe in
      • in terms of what you know and what you are interested in knowing more about

      Who are you?

      Learning who you are allows you to:

      • discover what you are passionate about
      • learn what your strengths and skills are
      • challenge societal definitions of balance and success
      • commit to something bigger than yourself
      • live authentically and with joy
      • become good at what matters to you and what opportunities this presents
      • feel pleasure in all that you do
      • stay focused on well-being and life satisfaction
      • find clarity and accept responsibility in designing your own life
      • let the world know, with humility and assertiveness, what you have discovered what you want

      Why do you write?

      Because you have something to say.

      The point of Life is to decide who you are and then try to become that person.

      And how can you do this without writing?

      How can we do that if we don’t try to express our own unique way of seeing the world?

      Why do you write?

      To discover what you think and feel.

      When we write for others to read, we transform our own existence into words that delight, entertain, amuse or inform others.

      Our words have value.

      Our individual attempts to make sense of our lives contribute to the way humanity itself discovers its nature and purpose.

      Everyone’s story has value.

      It can all begin with the words….

      Dear Diary…

      Sources

      • The Digital Nomad Handbook (Lonely Planet)
      • What Color Is Your Parachute?, Richard Bolles (Ten Speed Press)
      • The Independent Scholar’s Handbook, Ronald Gross (Ten Speed Press)
      • Get Started in Creative Writing, Stephen May (Teach Yourself)
      • 100 Ways to Improve Your Writing, Gary Provost (Berkley)

      Complete Works

      Eskişehir, Türkiye

      Friday 22 March 2024

      Advice is like snow.

      The softer it falls, the longer it dwells upon and the deeper it sinks into the mind.

      (“Confessions of an Inquirer“, Samuel Taylor Coleridge)

      Perhaps Allah is reading my blogposts?

      I mentioned abandoning my winter coat for sweaters of spring, but this morning has proven this decision to be premature.

      It snowed last night.

      Yes, gentle readers familar only with the Republic’s Mediterranean beaches, Türkiye does get snow.

      The silence of snow reminiscient of the start of a poem, slowly as a dream from a long-desired long-awaited reverie, clensed by memories of innocence and childhood, we succumb to optimism and dare to believe ourselves at home in this world.

      As each snowflake is a masterpiece of God, so is each and every human being upon whom the snowflake falls, proof of the manifestation of love in all of Creation.

      The pale cold ground with its sombre blanket of white brings to mind the diary entry of Gerard Manley Hopkins, 22 March 1870:

      I asked the Brentford boys about a ghost story they had told me before that.

      At Norris’ market gardens by Sion Lane, there is a place where according to tradition two men were ploughing with four horses.

      In bringing the plough round at the headland they fell into a covered well which they did not see and were killed.

      And now if you lean your ear against a wall at the place you can hear the horses going and the men singing at their work.

      There are other ghosts belonging to Sion House, for example, there is an image of our Lady in a stained glass window which every year is broken by an unseen hand and invisibly mended.

      Above: Gerard Manley Hopkins (1844 – 1899)

      During the night, the first evening of spring, winter descended.

      A reminder that as new lives are being born so too are other lives ending.

      The morning after Goethe’s death, a deep desire seized me to look once again upon his earthly garment.

      His faithful servant, Frederick, opened for me the chamber in which he was laid out.

      Stretched upon his back, he reposed as if asleep, profound peace and security reigned in the features of his sublimely noble countenance.

      The mighty brow seemed yet to harbour thoughts.

      I wished for a lock of his hair, but reverence prevented me from cutting it off.

      The body lay naked, only wrapped in a white sheet.

      Large pieces of ice had been placed near it, to keep it fresh as long as possible.

      Frederick drew aside the sheet.

      I was astonished at the divine magnificence of the limbs.

      The breast was powerful, broad and arched.

      The arms and thighs were elegant and of the most perfect shape.

      Nowhere on the whole body was there a trace of either fat or of leanness and decay.

      A perfect man lay in great beauty before me and the rapture the sight caused me made me forget for a moment that the immortal spirit had left such an abode.

      I laid my hand on his heart.

      There was a deep silence.

      I turned away to give free vent to my suppressed tears.

      (“Conversations with Goethe“, Johann Peter Eckermann)

      Above: Johann Peter Eckermann (1792 – 1854)

      Eckermann (1792 – 1854) played a similar role in the life and memory of the great German literary polymath Johann Wolfgang von Goethe (1749 – 1832) as James Boswell (1740 – 1795) had done for Samuel Johnson (1709 – 1784).

      Eckermann’s awestruck description of the poet’s fine bodily form evince a deep reverance for the man.

      Eckermann published his recollections in “Conversations with Goethe” in 1836, four years after the death of the writer on 22 March 1832 in Weimar.

      Goethe died of apparent heart failure.

      Not that Goethe needed posthumous reclamation.

      By the end of his life, having published over 90 books – poetry, plays (including his dramatic masterpiece “Faust“), novels, children’s stories, philosophical and scientific works – as well as many of his letters, Goethe was an international celebrity.

      In the German theatre, via the lessons of Shakespeare, Goethe liberated drama from neoclassical strictures.

      And in his epistolary bestseller “The Sorrows of Young Werther” (1774), Goethe unleased on the world a version of the Romantic persona in the novella’s eponymous hero:

      A sensitive, unrequited and ultimately suicidal lover.

      Johann Wolfgang von Goethe (28 August 1749 – 22 March 1832) was a German polymath and writer, who is widely regarded as the greatest and most influential writer in the German language.

      His work has had a profound and wide-ranging influence on Western literary, political and philosophical thought from the late 18th century to the present day. 

      Goethe was a German poet, playwright, novelist, scientist, statesman, theatre director and critic. 

      His works include plays, poetry, literature and aesthetic criticism, as well as treatises on botany, anatomy and colour.

      Goethe had a great effect on the 19th century.

      In many respects, he was the originator of many ideas which later became widespread.

      He produced volumes of poetry, essays, criticism, a theory of colours and early work on evolution and linguistics.

      His non-fiction writings, most of which are philosophic and aphoristic in nature, spurred the development of many thinkers.

      Above: Johann Wolfgang von Goethe, 1828

      He was fascinated by mineralogy.

      The mineral goethite (iron oxide) is named after him.

      He had the largest private collection of minerals in all of Europe.

      By the time of his death, in order to gain a comprehensive view in geology, he had collected 17,800 rock samples.

      Goethe embodied many of the contending strands in art over the next century:

      His work could be lushly emotional and rigorously formal, brief and epigrammatic, and epic. 

      He penned poetry rich in memorable images and rewrote the formal rules of German poetry.

      Goethe’s influence was dramatic because he understood that there was a transition in European sensibilities, an increasing focus on sense, the indescribable, and the emotional.

      This is not to say that he was emotionalistic or excessive.

      On the contrary, he lauded personal restraint and felt that excess was a disease:

      There is nothing worse than imagination without taste.”

      He said in Scientific Studies:

      “We conceive of the individual animal as a small world, existing for its own sake, by its own means.

      Every creature is its own reason to be.

      All its parts have a direct effect on one another, a relationship to one another, thereby constantly renewing the circle of life; thus we are justified in considering every animal physiologically perfect.

      Viewed from within, no part of the animal is a useless or arbitrary product of the formative impulse (as so often thought).

      Externally, some parts may seem useless because the inner coherence of the animal nature has given them this form without regard to outer circumstance.

      Thus the question is not “What are they for?” but rather “Where do they come from?”

      Goethe exhibited a repugnance towards the mathematical interpretation of nature.

      He perceived the universe as dynamic and in constant flux.

      He saw “art and science as compatible disciplines linked by common imaginative processes” and grasped “the unconscious impulses underlying mental creation in all forms.”

      His views make him, a figure in two worlds:

      On the one hand, devoted to the sense of taste, order, and finely crafted detail, which is the hallmark of the artistic sense.

      On the other, seeking a personal, intuitive, and personalized form of expression and society, firmly supporting the idea of self-regulating and organic systems.

      Many of Goethe’s works depict erotic passions and acts.

      Goethe clearly saw human sexuality as a topic worthy of poetic and artistic depiction, an idea that was uncommon in a time when the private nature of sexuality was rigorously normative.

      Goethe was a freethinker who believed that one could be inwardly Christian without following any of the Christian churches, many of whose central teachings he firmly opposed, sharply distinguishing between Christ and the tenets of Christian theology, and criticizing its history as a “hodgepodge of mistakes and violence“.

      Goethe showed interest in other religions, including Islam.

      Politically, Goethe described himself as a “moderate liberal“.

      At the time of the French Revolution, he thought the enthusiasm of the students and professors to be a perversion of their energy and remained skeptical of the ability of the masses to govern.

      Although often requested to write poems arousing nationalist passions, Goethe would always decline.

      In old age, he explained why this was so to Eckermann:

      “How could I write songs of hatred when I felt no hate?

      And, between ourselves, I never hated the French, although I thanked God when we were rid of them.

      How could I, to whom the only significant things are civilization and barbarism, hate a nation which is among the most cultivated in the world, and to which I owe a great part of my own culture?

      In any case this business of hatred between nations is a curious thing.

      You will always find it more powerful and barbarous on the lowest levels of civilization.

      But there exists a level at which it wholly disappears, and where one stands, so to speak, above the nations, and feels the weal or woe of a neighboring people as though it were one’s own.”

      Above: Goethe, 1775

      Goethe studied law at Leipzig University from 1765 to 1768.

      He detested learning age-old judicial rules by heart, preferring instead to attend the lessons of the university professor and poet Christian Fürchtegott Gellert (1715 – 1769).

      In Leipzig, Goethe fell in love with Anna Katharina Schönkopf (1746 – 1810), the daughter of a craftsman and innkeeper, writing cheerful verses about her.

      In 1770, he released anonymously his first collection of poems, “Annette“.

      His uncritical admiration for many contemporary poets evaporated as he developed an interest in Gotthold Ephraim Lessing (1729 – 1781) and Christoph Martin Wieland (1733 – 1813).

      By this time, Goethe had already written a great deal, but he discarded nearly all of these works except for the comedy “Die Mitschuldigen.

      The inn Auerbachs Keller (the 2nd oldest restaurant in Leipzig) and its legend of Johann Georg Faust (1466 – 1541) and his 1525 barrel ride impressed him so much that Auerbachs Keller became the only real place in his closet drama “Faust, Part One“.

      Given that he was making little progress in his formal studies, Goethe was forced to return to Frankfurt at the end of August 1768.

      Back in Frankfurt, Goethe became severely ill.

      During the year and a half that followed, marked by several relapses, relations with his father worsened.

      During convalescence, Goethe was nursed by his mother and sister.

      Above: Goethe’s birthplace, Großer Hirschgraben, Frankfurt am Main, Germany

      In April 1770, Goethe left Frankfurt in order to finish his studies, this time at the University of Strasbourg.

      In Alsace, Goethe blossomed.

      No other landscape was to be described by him as affectionately as the warm, wide Rhineland.

      In Strasbourg, Goethe met Johann Gottfried Herder (1744 – 1803).

      The two became close friends, and crucially to Goethe’s intellectual development, Herder kindled his interest in William Shakespeare (1564 – 1616), Ossian (the narrator and purported author of a cycle of epıc poems published by James Macpherson (1736 – 1796), the Scottish poet) and in the notion of Volkspoesie (folk poetry).

      Above: Notre Dame Cathedral, Strasbourg, Alsace, France

      On 14 October 1772 Goethe hosted a gathering in his parents home in honour of the first German “Shakespeare Day“.

      His first acquaintance with Shakespeare’s works is described as his personal awakening in the field of literature.

      Above: William Shakespeare (1564 – 1616)

      On a trip to the village of Sessenheim in October 1770, Goethe fell in love with Friederike Brion (1752 – 1813), but the tryst ended in August 1771. 

      Above: Town Hall, Sessenheim, Alsace, France

      Several of Goethe’s poems, like “Willkommen und Abschied“, “Sesenheimer Lieder” and “Heidenröslein“, date to this period.

      At the end of August 1771, Goethe acquired his law degree and was able to establish a small legal practice in Frankfurt.

      Although in his academic work he had given voice to an ambition to make jurisprudence progressively more humane, his inexperience led him to proceed too vigorously in his first cases, for which he was reprimanded and lost further clientele.

      Within a few months, this put an early end to his law career.

      Above: Frankfurt am Main skylıne

      Around this time, Goethe became acquainted with the court of Darmstadt, where his inventiveness was praised.

      It was from that world that there came Johann Georg Schlosser (who later became Goethe’s brother-in-law) and Johann Heinrich Merck (1741 – 1791).

      Goethe also pursued literary plans again.

      This time, his father did not object, and even helped.

      Above: Darmstadt, Germany

      Goethe obtained a copy of the biography of a noble highwayman from the German Peasants’ War (1524 – 1525).

      In a couple of weeks the biography was reworked into a colourful drama titled “Götz von Berlichingen“.

      The work struck a chord among Goethe’s contemporaries.

      Representation of Götz with his famous quote: “But he, tell him, he can lick my arse” from Goethe’s play, Weisenheim am Sand, Germany

      Since Goethe could not subsist on his income as one of the editors of a literary periodical (published by Schlosser and Merck), in May 1772 he once more took up the practice of law, this time at Wetzlar.

      In 1774 he wrote the book which would bring him worldwide fame, “The Sorrows of Young Werther“.

      The broad shape of the work’s plot is largely based on what Goethe experienced during his time at Wetzlar with Charlotte Buff (1753 – 1828) and her fiancé, Johann Christian Kestner (1741 – 1800), as well as the suicide of Goethe’s friend Karl Wilhelm Jerusalem (1747 – 1772).

      In the latter case, Goethe made a desperate passion of what was in reality a hearty and relaxed friendship. 

      Despite the immense success of Werther, it did not bring Goethe much financial gain since the protection later afforded by copyright laws at that time virtually did not exist.

      (In later years Goethe would counter this problem by periodically authorizing “new, revised” editions of his Complete Works.)

      Above: Wetzlar, Germany

      Goethe took up residence in Weimar (where he would remain the rest of his life) in November 1775 following the success of his first novel, “The Sorrows of Young Werther” (1774).

      During his first ten years in Weimar, Goethe became a member of the Duke’s Privy Council (1776 – 1785), sat on the war and highway commissions, oversaw the reopening of silver mines in nearby Ilmenau and implemented a series of administrative reforms at the University of Jena.

      He also contributed to the planning of Weimar’s botanical park and the rebuilding of its Ducal Palace.

      Above: Weimar, Germany

      In 1776, Goethe formed a close relationship with Charlotte von Stein (1742 – 1827), an older, married woman.

      The intimate bond with her lasted for ten years, after which Goethe abruptly left for Italy without giving his companion any notice.

      She was emotionally distraught at the time, but they were eventually reconciled.

      Above: Charlotte von Stein

      Goethe’s journey to the Italian peninsula and Sicily from 1786 to 1788 was of great significance in his aesthetic and philosophical development.

      His father had made a similar journey, and his example was a major motivating factor for Goethe to make the trip.

      More importantly, however, the work of Johann Joachim Winckelmann (1717 – 1768)  had provoked a general renewed interest in the classical art of ancient Greece and Rome.

      Thus Goethe’s journey had something of the nature of a pilgrimage to it.

      During the course of his trip Goethe met and befriended the artists Angelica Kauffman (1741 – 1807) and Johann Heinrich Wilhelm Tischbein (1751 – 1829), as well as encountering such notable characters as Lady Hamilton (1765 – 1815) and Alessandro Cagliostro (1743 – 1795).

      He also journeyed to Sicily during this time and wrote that:

      To have seen Italy without having seen Sicily is to not have seen Italy at all, for Sicily is the clue to everything.” 

      While in Southern Italy and Sicily, Goethe encountered, for the first time genuine Greek (as opposed to Roman) architecture, and was quite startled by its relative simplicity.

      Winckelmann had not recognized the distinctness of the two styles.

      Goethe’s diaries of this period form the basis of the non-fiction Italian Journey

      Italian Journey only covers the first year of Goethe’s visit.

      The remaining year is largely undocumented, aside from the fact that he spent much of it in Venice.

      This “gap in the record” has been the source of much speculation over the years.

      In the decades which immediately followed its publication in 1816, Italian Journey inspired countless German youths to follow Goethe’s example.

      This is pictured, somewhat satirically, in George Eliot’s (aka Mary Ann Evans)(1819 – 1880) Middlemarch.

      Goethe’s first major scientific work, the “Metamorphosis of Plants“, was published after he returned from a 1788 tour of Italy.

      In 1791, he was made Managing Director of the theatre at Weimar.

      Goethe took part in the Battle of Valmy (20 September 1792) against revolutionary France during the failed invasion of France.

      Again during the Siege of Mainz (14 April – 23 July 1793), he served as a military observer.

      His written account of these events can be found within his Complete Works.

      In 1794, Goethe began a friendship with the dramatist, historian and philosopher Friedrich Schiller (1759 – 1805), whose plays he premiered until Schiller’s death.

      Above: Friedrich Schiller

      During this period Goethe published his second novel, “Wilhelm Meister’s Apprenticeship” (1796), the verse epic “Hermann and Dorothe” (1797), and, in 1808, the first part of his most celebrated drama, “Faust“.

      The German philosopher Arthur Schopenhauer (1788 – 1860)  named “Wilhelm Meister’s Apprenticeship” one of the four greatest novels ever written, while the American philosopher and essayist Ralph Waldo Emerson (1803 – 1882) selected Goethe as one of six “representative men” in his work “Representative Men“.

      In 1806, Goethe was living in Weimar with his mistress Christiane Vulpius (1765 – 1816) and their son August von Goethe (1789 – 1830).

      On 13 October 1806, Napoleon’s (1769 – 1821) army invaded the town.

      The French “spoon guards“, the least disciplined soldiers, occupied Goethe’s house:

      The ‘spoon guards’ had broken in, they had drunk wine, made a great uproar and called for the master of the house.

      Goethe’s secretary Riemer reports:

      ‘Although already undressed and wearing only his wide nightgown, he descended the stairs towards them and inquired what they wanted from him.

      His dignified figure, commanding respect, and his spiritual mien seemed to impress even them.’

      But it was not to last long.

      Late at night they burst into his bedroom with drawn bayonets.

      Goethe was petrified.

      Christiane raised a lot of noise and even tangled with them.

      Other people who had taken refuge in Goethe’s house rushed in.

      And so the marauders eventually withdrew again.

      It was Christiane who commanded and organized the defense of the house on the Frauenplan.

      The barricading of the kitchen and the cellar against the wild pillaging soldiery was her work.

      Goethe noted in his diary:

      “Fires, rapine, a frightful night.

      Preservation of the house through steadfastness and luck.”

      The luck was Goethe’s.

      The steadfastness was displayed by Christiane.

      Above: Goethe House and Museum, Weimar

      Days afterward, on 19 October 1806, Goethe legitimized their 18-year relationship by marrying Christiane in a quiet marriage service at the Jakobskirche in Weimar.

      They had already had several children together by this time, including their son, Julius August Walter von Goethe (1789 – 1830), whose wife, Ottilie von Pogwisch (1796 – 1872), cared for the elder Goethe until his death in 1832.

      Christiane von Goethe died in 1816.

      Johann reflected:

      There is nothing more charming to see than a mother with her child in her arms, and there is nothing more venerable than a mother among a number of her children.”

      Above: Christiane von Goethe (née Vulpius)

      Goethe was a cultural force.

      During his first meeting with Napoleon in 1808, the latter famously remarked:

      Vous êtes un homme!” (You are a man!) 

      The two discussed politics, the writings of Voltaire (1694 – 1778) and Goethe’s Sorrows of Young Werther, which Napoleon had read seven times and ranked among his favorites. 

      Goethe came away from the meeting deeply impressed with Napoleon’s enlightened intellect and his efforts to build an alternative to the corrupt old regime. 

      Goethe always spoke of Napoleon with the greatest respect, confessing that “nothing higher and more pleasing could have happened to me in all my life” than to have met Napoleon in person.

      Above: Napoleon Bonaparte (1769 – 1821)

      Goethe’s comments and observations form the basis of several biographical works, notably Johann Peter Eckermann’s “Conversations with Goethe“.

      His poems were set to music by many composers including:

      • Wolfgang Amadeus Mozart (1756 – 1791)
      • Ludwig van Beethoven (1770 – 1827)
      • Franz Schubert (1797 – 1828)
      • Hector Berlioz (1803 – 1869)
      • Franz Liszt (1811 – 1886)
      • Richard Wagner (1813 – 1883)
      • Gustav Mahler (1870 – 1911)

      Above: Goethe, 1806

      What can we learn from Goethe in this 21st century?

      As a young man Goethe could write all day long, but as he grew older he found that he could uster the necessary creative energy only in the mornings.

      At one time in my life I could make myself write a printed sheet every day and I found this quite easy.”, he said in 1828.

      Now I can only work at the second part of my Faust in the early hours of the day, when I am feeling revived and strengthened by sleep and not yet harassed by the absurd trivialities of everyday life. And even so, what does this work amount to? If I am very lucky indeed I can manage one page, but as a rule only a hand’s breadth of writing and often even less I am in an unproductive mood.”

      These moods were the bane of Goethe’s existence.

      He thought it futile to try to work without the spark of imagination.

      He wrote:

      My advice therefore is that one should not force anything.

      It is better to fritter away one’s unproductive days and hours or sleep through them than to try at such times to write something which will give one no satisfaction later on.

      I believe that everyone has time to write.

      We are all given the same 24 hours a day.

      It is how we choose to use this time that defines us.

      I believe that you will find the time to write if you want to badly enough.

      If you can somehow manage a page a day, that is a novel in a year.

      If you write 1,000 words a day, that works out at a novel twice the length of Charles Dickens’ Great Expectations every single year.

      Serious writers, those who make a success of it, will make time.

      Try writing at different times of day and in different locations to see what suits you.

      Experiment until you find the time when your creative juices are at peak flow.

      However much or little you write, regularity is the most important thing.

      When I look back at the life of Goethe I find myself impressed with the man he was.

      He lived in turbulent times and kept on writing.

      At times his writing could not generate enough income without supplementary income and yet he kept on writing.

      When he sought inspiration beyond the bureaucracy of Weimar, he boldly journeyed to Italy and kept on writing.

      He wrote what he thought and kept on learning.

      His learning fuelled his writing and his writing compelled him to keep learning.

      Truly Goethe was a man, with all the strengths and weaknesses that this implies.

      Imagination is a garden.

      It needs to be constantly cultivated.

      Above: Goethe, 1811

      I leave you with a quote from Kevin Kline in the 1993 film Dave:

      It’s not about the paycheck.

      It is about respect.

      It is about looking in the mirror and knowing that you’ve done something valuable with your day.

      And if one person could start to feel this way, and then another person, and then another person, soon all these other problems may not seem so impossible.

      You don’t really know how much you can do until you stand up and decide to try.

      This is the message I try to convey in my writing of Highway One, seeking to inspire children (and adults) to aspire to be all that they could be.

      This is the message I want to plant inside you, gentle reader.

      You don’t really know how much you can do until you stand up and decide to try.

      Sources:

      • “Daily Rituals”, Mason Currey (Picador)
      • “History Day by Day”, Peter Furtado (Thames & Hudson)
      • “Get Started in Creative Writing”, Stephen May (Teach Yourself)
      • “Snow”, Orhan Pamuk (Alfred A. Knopf)
      • Wikipedia
      • Wikiquote